this is my life, im giving it to you

2005-10-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

i've moved.
http://blackwhites.diary-x.com

2005-09-18T18:19:00.000-07:00

THE END

it it a happy ending? lets wait and see.
i wont let it be sad.

2005-09-11T18:16:00.000-07:00

what am i so afraid of?
let nothing be a factor.
let fear not hinder anymore.
let me run.

let me run the race.
all the way.
no stopping allowed.
one way.
no turning back.
this is the end.
a train.

powered by GOD.
fueled by CHRIST.
driven by the HOLY SPIRIT.
one purpose.
one motive.
one trip.

all things aside.
move away.
im speeding.
i cant stop.
i don't want to.

if you're gonna try and stop me.
i'll run you down.
i dont want to.
but.. i will.
im sorry.

nothing will stop me.
nothing can.

I'M SETTLED.
I'M GAME.
I'M READY.

2005-09-11T16:21:00.000-07:00

it sure's a fun last weekend fer me yeah. well. hrm. lets start from yesterday

ok. sleep late wake up earli. go sch. wait at canteen talk talk talk. think i froze leon and yeejek to death x) den we went kranji or rather sungei buloh! and in the end? so vj's more garang eh. yeah we get to do the dirty stuff.. we get the swamp.. the mud. the MUD! whee

ok. den our group decided to go further out. alrite. lets go! and after that, oh no im stuck. let me show u three things in order of wad i felt was bad/fun x)

1. "OH NO IM STUCK!"
2. "oh yeah I GOT OUT! hey wait.. WHERE'S MY SHOE?"
3. "OH NO IM STUCK. someone help me. WAIT. THERE'S SOMETHING IN MY SHOE!"

the first and second happened to ben and the first and third happened to me! i had a small crab in my shoe.
and then we were all muddy and all. thank goodness i was prepared to go throw my shoe away.

den come sunday. the GLADWIN GAMES. the one i had been planning from start of the year

wells here it is. and its over now. it went well. it was a SUCCESS. thank god. i was so afraid dat something somewhere would screw up. but it all went well. prayed fer good weather. god gave us scorching hot sun!

its over and it went real well. thanks everyone and THANK YOU GOD!

and now, while im typing this. its like so black at home here and its raining at gladwin's side alreadi. x)

anyways. gonna sleep. real shacked out. tmr sch. after long long time. x)

2005-09-09T20:10:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S A GOOD DAY!

i admit. i never felt so deeply before. x)

today sure wad fun.. though confined, but still... whee

2005-09-08T13:45:00.000-07:00

whoo. its less than 24 hours to piano exam now. grade six. a fearful grade i heard. alot of pple fail
but its alrite. i've practised hard. i've done my best. i jus haf to go in and play. dats it.
god is with me whom shall i fear!?

and here i go again, talking about the rain, mulling over things, all that won't live past today
and as i dance around the truth, time is not a fren, as i rest in the peace of GOD, i know that YOU love me. amen thank you JESUS!

2005-09-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

today church was good. fun fun fun. skit and all. and postcard! yeah. and chin ee had to purposely ask me to stand up esp at 930 and i din cus there were so many pple and i was MALU. lol. but yeah. church was good today. AND OF COURSE THERE WERE OTHER REASONS

and then yeah. went to get my supply of contacts, degree increased, but not too much. so yeah.

anyways. was reviving the old matt. i feel i changed. dunno if for good or for bad. maybe its mature! hahs. oh wells.

have fun studying peeps.

Sonic boom and never let you try to stop me, wanna fly sky high up to the top see, No need to fear no doubts and no tears, Millennium sound will motivate the future years, And you've been hit to be scared, Or get prepared against all odds, I'll bet you never would've dared, To make these moves, And take flight like me, To come through for the world prophecy, Space connect to overthrow your interception, Ready or not make it hot there ain't no question, Or get in sync and put your head to the sky, Keep the faith one love from Left Eye
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i used to call you my girl, my friend
i used to call you the love, the love that i never had

when i think of you, i don't know wad to do
when will i see you again?

i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say
i miss you like crazi every minute of everyday
girl im so down when your love's not around,
i miss you, miss you like crazy

you are all that i want, all that i need
cant you see how i feel, cant you see that my pain so real

2005-09-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

this is a blank post cus i dunno how to express wad im feeling rite now. gahh

2005-09-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

looks like shingles has taught me a thing or two.
self control. yes the most important part. cus its jus to irritating dat u wanna scratch it but u cant. cus it'll jus get so bad that u dunno wad will happen. so yeah
and its the fruit of the spirit. SELF CONTROL pple

and yeah. i guess most of the five day mc is gone now. actually at this time its all gone. and yeah. time to get serious and down to work

things im gonna set and im gonna try to do and hopefully i can. no i must

study.
get the fone away from me
get the laptop away from me
get away the music. sometimes though i need it

so yeah. dun come and tempt me ya. all of ya. shoo shoo. x)
i must be disciplined. i cant afford not to. ca2's oh so screwed. well i noe many pple deproved too luh. but to me this is ugh.

anyways. went fer emd jus now. the band huh. all seriously cannot make it except maybe the two guitarist luh. and one of them is mr seow! hahas. well emd was generally good, esp nick kang and martin hong x)

at first i went up to my seat, den with mattfoo down there. den suddenly i seee this gurl in pink next to my seat. den i realised. its claudia.. hahas. so yeah. we jus sat there and watched and talked. and yeah, u noe luh huh, she's from drama so yeah. proclaiming how tkg drama rawks

and in the end of course there's the cheers. but to be honest i think the band kinda screwed the cheers up. and the vs pple now like no mood to cheer one. notice how the most of the pple who cheered were old boys

anyways it ended and i ran home from vs. woah i tell u running at nite is damn shiok luh.

den come home hungry so wad to do? go eat supper. actually long time no go bedok north alreadi. and the ba chor mee there is damn good. ate two bowls. now i feel like a pig

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

2005-08-30T23:09:00.000-07:00

shingles bells, shingles bells
shingles all the way
oh wat fun
it is to ride
on a full 5 day MC!

2005-08-26T21:23:00.000-07:00

a gray-haired woman of sixty with a heavy German accent spoke to a congregation in Tennessee. she was a Jew who had been captured as a teenager and sent to a prison camp during WWI : after months of abuse and malnutrition that led to starvation, she realised that if she had any hope of escaping, she had to do it while she still had some strength. having just graduated from high school, she saw women just a few years older than she was who already look elderly. she plotted an escape carefully and tried to leave no detail to chance.

on the night of her escape, she had maneuvered every challenge successfully. there was only one hurdle left- a literal one. she had to scale a barbed wire fence to get outside the compound. she was halfway up the fence when the S.S. guard on duty spotted her. [by the way, the S.S. was the "army" used by the Nazis.] he screamed for her to stop and at gunpoint, demanded that she drop down. she did, her knees and legs were badly bleeding. she began sobbing, realising that her only hope of escape had just vanished.

but to her astonishment, she heard the guard say, "ellie? is that you? it can't be possible!" she looked into his face, and realised it was rolf, a fellow classmate who had been her best friend in middle school. they had shared so many secret dreams and aspirations then. but now it was wartime, and they were on opposite sides.

"oh go ahead rolf, kill me please! i have no reason to live. i have lost all hope. {BLAH BLAH BLAH. i'm too lazy to type}"

"ellie, you are so wrong. there is everything to live for so long as you know who to live for. i'm going to let you go. i'll guard you till you climb the wall and get to the other side. but promise me one thing. promise me that when you get on the other side and become free, ask one question continuosly until someone asks it for you. ask, "why does Jesus Christ make life worth living?" "

so ellie promised him and climbed furiously over the fence. as she did so, she felt guilty. ' i would have said anything to get out of this hellhole '

as she dropped to the otherside, she heard several deafening shots. convinced that rolf had changed his mind, and amazed that his bullets had missed, she looked back. to her horror, she saw that the other S.S. guards, having realised that he allowed and aided her escaped, killed him on the spot.

it was as she ran to her freedom that it dawned on her that rolf died for her that she might know Jesus. she wondered who this Jesus Christ was that someone would lay down his life so she could know him.))

- from regina's blog.. its a nice story

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hrmm. so its the end of indieventure week. i think our group was good luh. ours was the umm most interesting one. our kit is the umm most HOMEBREW one. hahas. i guess its cus of the chicken bones yeh. and there were the presentations. i think the teachers got a bit of problem today. it was obvious dat another group was so much better than the other, but they din win. its not biased. im sure. i swear. den come another group and then that person give me some funny face dat i reali feel like slapping right there and then.

after that, went physics test. lol. i took the test with vanessa in the concourse. no teacher there we jus sit and do like some other assignment. its good in a sense that there's like less stress, but also bad as like u noe the temptation to look at notes is there! den during the thing i suddenly got confused btw the mass, density and volume. i forgot which one times which one give which one and so on and so forth. den i was like freaking out, but luckily in the end i got it luh.

and then.. the time has come for operation RAINTREE. ben and i walked bout, look at trees, no one there x) SEE ITS NOT MY FAULT. den ben still wan come debate with me see which tree bigger. den go back class, umm slack, sing karoake!!

and off to orchard fer dental. doc good mood today. and yes IM FREE TO SPEAKK!.. no more rubberbands, mouth open bigger and bigger. hahas. but now quite pain also leh, cus he start to tighten and push the teeth in.

went borders. bought some books, liked the cover, but obviously got read part of them first too rite. i spent FIFTY bucks on them can u believe it?

1. the company of strangers by robert wilson
2. [lets see you] catch me if you can by donna kauffman
3. [dont turn off the lights] ALONE by lisa gardner

somehow or another they all got some romance part in it. hahas. and their covers are nice, esp the third one. super nice. its like the nicest of all i looked at luh.

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I will dance
I will sing
To be mad
For my King
Nothing Lord
Is hindering
This passion in my soul

2005-08-23T21:18:00.000-07:00

so its the indie venture week huh, and yeah. seems like i got the most tough topic, and yeah, seems like ours is turning out to be the most fun too.

experimented with things today. many things. but i think the best was the chicken wing. we pounded them. den mix with citric acide, den filter. den come out phosphur. hahas. and it was a good buffer!!

and yeah. had training. its good. GOOD it was. and at least im like getting more of it. x) and yeah. but certain things did crop up too luh. and after that thank mr chew fer letting us play more with the guy's net. it sure was good!

and then i came home, and i dun wanna talk bout it. anyways. i got piano today? no wad. it is tmr! and i had piano last tuesday cus she told me to go in fer extra, but it was everyweek?? no lorh.

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here goes.

and if you think you're so good den go and prove yourself. desert us, jus because u din think we could make it, then now jus cus we're more in numbers u get back. and make urself as in u're so famaliar with the rest. and u think u're so good, come and lecture me, get lost. i dun need ur comments. i know it might be true, but hey. keep them to yourself.

and you. another one. jus cus u think u haf a more important part now, u think u're great? you're not. u dun hafta come and act in front of us and all. huh and u think u're funny. u're jus irritating, nothing else but a tension seeker. let me tell u, dun come nearer to me. i'll jus burst it all out into your face one day and bye bye. dats the end.

go away. i've held it in for long enough.

2005-08-20T12:00:00.000-07:00

No doubt i'm in the VIP now, what do I feel? Daniel fret not, ure not alone.

First I entered VS a kid. A child. I remember the very first cheering session we had, when they taught us the cheers. All I did was stand right at the back. Thinking all these was stupid. And then came the sec one camp, where I thought all the brotherhood was rubbish.

As the days progressed, I changed. Drastically. I never felt that I would love the school as much as I wanted to get in before. But then, since March onwards, I felt this thing building up strong inside me, I wanted desperately to play a part in the school.

Sec one passed quickly, from a weak body from a strong one. From a boy to a teen.

Sec two. A trainee prefect I was. I felt achieved. Being in VS never felt so good. Not because I was a prefect. But things took an even bigger perspective. My class got more bonded together. Friends became closer. Brotherhood, now I understood. There were no friends or buddies in VS, only true brothers.

The PB truly taught me many things. Of which I would never have dreamt of learning. Yes the PB transformed me into a man. A Gentleman, a Sportsman, a Professional.

It came a time for me to leave, I almost couldnt bear to. It was hard. But I had to. Two years. Its not enough. Victorians out there now, treasure it, and make full use.

As a student in the VIP now, I do miss VS. The programme now does allow us to have more opportunities, not saying that the VIP is not good. The VIP is good. But till now, it has never replaced the place of VS in my heart. Yes VJC has the Victorian Spirit also, but what is it compared to VS?

For others came before and went
And carried to the world,
Victoria's fame and our intent
To keep her flag unfurled.

Now is the time for us to continue to fly Her flag up high for those who have graduated.

Let us not mix our own emotions into it, let it not become some intentional fallacy. No doubt we all miss the good old days in VS, but let us take a look at its stand.

Personally I feel that as true Victorians we would want the best for our school. We sure have a rich tradition of 129 years behind us, which is a great number. As true Victorians, if the School becomes CO-ED its quite alright, only if its for the better for the school. Our interest is not the emotions and what feelings and experiences we hold in us, but for Victoria, the school itself.

Let us evaluate why we want VS to remain VS as a boys school. Is it just our emotions? Do we really care for the school if so?

As it is now, I am against VS being CO-ED as I feel that the decision is too rush. We cant deny the fact that the results of VS has been going down, yes. I feel that the school should at least discuss with the student population first, at least that is going to be done on Monday, I hope it is done.

So now what can we do as true blue Victorians. We have to stand our ground, and make sure that its firm. Let us not mix out emotions into it. Lets fight this like a professional like others have said.

For those going out today and that if you are wearing the VS PT kit, I hope you know what you are doing, and that no nonsense would appear. If such nonsense appeared, it would only affect all that we have done so far.

The petitions have been up, the blog has been up, and the forum is up. These are great movements, let us not affect it. We all surely want the best for the school.

As the cheer goes,

VS unite we show our might,
We'll show them how Victorians fight

We fight the sun we fight the rain
We fight to give our school a name.
We walk from a game with pride and fame,
Cause we feel no fear we feel no pain!

*(i cant use aprostrophies) if dats how u spell it. the html is scrwed)

Let us not give up. Surely all is heard, the whole country knows what is going on.

Even if VS does become CO-ED, let us know that its the authorities decision and we should know and believe that it would be best for the school.

Victorians, let us do this with pride, without shame, all for the school that has watched us grow.

VS UNITE!!

2005-08-17T19:09:00.000-07:00

THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE AND IM GONNA ENSURE IT.

EVEN IF BY FORCE ON MYSELF

2005-08-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

the time is 2:58 now and i shall go and sleep

2005-08-13T22:46:00.000-07:00

okays. so here i am again. in front of my com.

so i guess nothing much happened in sch on thu. normal. except dat i wasnt allowed to go training cus i was sick cus of the viral infection and den my mum din allow. oh wells. anyways i think it was good also cus at least i managed to do some studies at home.

friday was ok too. the onli think bout this friday was dat we had SIX periods of lang arts in a row. it was super crazi luh. esp towards the end. but anyways. mrs jay bought us all chicken rice for lunch and we all ate in class watching some twelve story show which was super dumb and quite stupid! hahas. stayed in sch to do maths, and bio!

see rite. the thing about havin more den two projects at once. when two groups suddenly decide last minute dat they wanna haf meeting and they all agree, u got nothing else to do but run here and there. so i first did maths in class. den ran over to com lab. finish go back class. and dats bout it. jus running here and there. at least we got things done luh. esp maths. we're like the fastest group?! hahas.

and now for today. woke up earli to collect things from van, irony. slept at one plus, woke up at nine, came home sleep again till twelve. group came fer bio and on the way in we saw the other v14 group. so qiao. we come my house also din do much actually. den we went to another person's house to do. and oh got new fact bout another person from v12! hahas. and bio huh. got nice box. overall quite nice. at first we thought dat onli all rice not nice. so we're gonna put in more things. like um citric acid if we could get. like sieve. x) and stirrer, from umm, macdonalds!

now im home, let me spread out my timetable fer the week

monday: chinese ying yong wen
tuesday: chinese zuo wen and PIANO
wed: phy test and PIANO
thu: chinese written paper
friday: lang arts written

die die die.

anyways. im gonna start on my ss take home test now. so yeh. wish me good luuck x)

oh i haf new email, all old ones not gona use anymore
blackwhites@walla.com

p.s. i din noe i had such a HUGE FANCLUB! wohoo.
KABISH

2005-08-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

national day. went sch. earli in the morning mus do council stuff alreadi. quite sian huh. wells at least most of the celebrations went smoothly, and i was exceptionally happy today! hahas. the onli thing which went wrong i guess was the bringin in of the food fer the games. went to tampines mall with some peeps from v12 like duhh its my class went to eat kfc.

after that rach, si hui and i went to watch movie. wanted to watch wedding crashers but nc16. hahas. i shall not go into detail bout dat. and anyways we had one hour before the movie, we went to sit in billy bombers, we shared a banana split. and oh when we sat down there was this waiter who kept on "jus in case.. and jus in case..." super funny la. and the lady came back saying there's no banana left. so we had banana split without banana. haha. we like sat there for forty minutes eacing one icecream.

watched the island in the end. i feel super dunb cus at first i tot it would be something like castaway, den stuck on an island try to escape. but i was totally wrong la. its bout some making humans without eggs and blah blah. its a cool show go watch it. and they had a cadillac cien! super cool car. i saw it and was like "I KNOW DAT CAR!!" hahas

went ben's house after that. to do gym.den had msg from dad. called him back. never pick up.called home sis picked up said dad was furious. said i out whole day. thing was i told my mum i would be out alreadi. but oh wells. if god allowed it then its good for me. my dad's rite also.

today. went victoria hall to do maths. din do much reali. jus planned the whole poster out. couldnt continue cus got no paper. den i decided i should go see a doc cus of my rash. turned out to be some viral infection dat caused all these. i realise i fell sick alot of times this year.

slept for super long. like from 530 to 930. hhahas. gonna sleep now. nites

2005-08-07T16:49:00.000-07:00

starting on friday

today sch was normal. lang arts went super duper fast cus onli one period. hahs. den we went minds. wells it was a time of craziness fer ben and i. surely there were many interesting pple. but of course we couldnt se them in a different light. we should have treated them normally as like normal pple. and oh i heard there was this chee ko pek who tried to grab rach's and isa's hands. haha. lol

at night we went the singapore durian. watched dim sum dollies. super funny. den sit next to tristan, ha laugh thru out the whole thing larh. esp the parts when helicopter came out, den he would tap allen and laugh x)

think the nicest part was the spoofs and of course the sperm donation part.
"for a 2 cc donation pls call 1900-sperm-21"
"for a 20 cc donation pls call 1900-sperm-22"
"for a 50 cc donation pls call 1900-sperm-23"
lol. but the whole show was good in a sense that they reali relate well to the singaporeans, and the show's very lang art-sy. haha

saturday

left home earli. i finally bought my lafuma bag! bought the big one. okays. and i went to start queing fer fop. sat there and studied. den saw many pple. joe, cheryl, wan ping, and of course all my church youths. but i went with sch. it was good i tell u.

heard a new song called rain down super nice. delirioius. gonna learn it on guitar no matter wad x)

sunday

went church. full service. ushering was a little screwed today. the bags were not in front when we went up there. so we had to rush behind to get the bags again. den went to eat lunch as per normal. came straight home. decided im gonna slack fer today/now till night. then i shall start mugging again x)

2005-08-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

looking back on the week. it has been ok reali. classes have been good so far. getting things into my head finally now. onli chem's a prob now. but its ok. i shall start revising now.

training today was good. wackehhdd so many tennis balls, got effect one i tell u x) and oh we haf a newcomer! jonathan. wondered why he quit hockey though. he's ok. actually if he trains real hard he should be quite good. welcome dude!

oh ya. pe yesterday was good. played soccer. super funny man. dat si hui and audrey suddenly decide to pull their pants super high and blah blah blah. *HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA*. was all i heard in the game x) oh ya. we ran 1.6 before that. targetted under 6, maybe a little too high. i hit 6:20. i will train!

there's just so many songs im addicted to now. haf new cd. passion how great is our god. nicer den god he reigns by hillsongs larh! hahas. oh ya. tmr gonna go fer dim sum dollies at the little durian shell in our country. and goin fer FOP on sat. gonna go there like four. sit down with the rest of the VIP and study while we wait. yes yes

2005-08-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

wells wells wells. a brand new start to a new week. it was ok. i've decided im gonna concentrate 200% in class. hope i can. i reali wanna do well at the end years. damn afraid i dun get promoted. and im gonna wake up at five everyday to study. yes

today was quite ok. started sch quite normally, maths did not do particularly much, so in chinese. i feel chinese is too slack now. she's jus reading throught the lesson with us and give us a worksheet to do. its like total comphrehension fer each lesson. lang arts was more interesting cus doin censorship on the film and got some quite interesting facts. physics was slack cus mr boy wasnt here and miss tey came in to teach onli a little

im loving it. i cant wait to actually make the thing. if our product realy worked out how great would it be! hahas. alot of funny ideas but its shiok.

went back classs. did work. guitar. home

and hey avril. dun be too sad kays.

2005-07-31T18:44:00.000-07:00

screwed-ed up

its alrite. i dun wanna talk bout it.
I SHALL NOT BE AFFECTED

2005-07-31T09:42:00.000-07:00

happy birthday vanessa! so we went marche, and she treated us. fifteen bucks budget fer each person sia. then we walk here walk there. oh i ate the mushroom soup, too bad i din get the mushroom like louis, then i ate chicken breast cus i liked it i always ate it there, took a bundaberg and my cheese cake! the cheese wasnt nice. couldn't reali taste it. anyways i wasnt supposed to eat it. no dairy products! thank god im alright.

and oh yeah we played air hockey! hahas. trashed ji liang manns. he confirm not happy one i tell u. den we tried playing with the two hockey players also. tied! but let me tell u, zong he is strong man. look at him wack the puck. and si hui is a cheater! she just cant stop stopping the puck with her hands!

so we split, left tristan, louis and i. decided to watch movie, louis insisted on the one at cathay cus it wasnt gonna be shown anywhere else. its called SHE'S ON DUTY or something like dat. i came home checked gv and shaw reali dun haf sia. but in the end we din watch cus the movie was like quite late and we all had to go off somewhere else.

on the way home louis and i finally started on the 'i'm loving it' thing. the redesign of the kagan boards. not bad larh. quite cool. a bit of very wierd ideas but yeah. its cool. the fact that they're gonna manufacture it at the end is great.

came home. full of babies at home. gabriel, sherry, caleb, my two nephew and my niece, and of course there were my noisy little neighbours too. gabriel is so cute i tell u. he's grown so much he can walk!

den we went out for dinner at parkway. let me tell u, eating two meals in a day at two branded restaurants is great larh. i took a dish, just one, sweet and sour pork, and at rice with that. after that took desert, honey dew sago which was orange in colour. but it was damn nice.

come home. wanted to do bio. wells i did a bit. researched here and there. went sleep.

2005-07-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

one day in the sick bay. its quite dumb actually. if i known i shouldnt have gone school at all. but i din wanna miss sch. would haf missed out on alot of things. anyways. went sch ss din reali so much. had group discussions and i din talk much cus i wasnt feeling well and i din read the notes.

break i slept on the floor. its comfortable i tell u. much more comfy den the chairs and table. but i decided to go to the sick bay durin LA. after much persuasion from si hui, van and matfoo.

went in the office. the lady told me i could onli rest fer one period. but she said she'll give me one hour. neways. i lied on the bed, couldnt fall asleep at first. den i did. like obviously. and i had this reali wierd dream. super spastic. but its too strange fer me to type it out here larh. and im lazy.

woke up was when mrs jay came in and louis was there. checking on me. den tina and si hui came in when both of them left. kana suan by tina and si hui somemore larh. anyways. they left fer home. i was listening to passion the new cd and then louis tristan and ben came in. den clown around with the wheel chair x)

so i guess dats bout it. i went to see the doc, gastric flu. again. and asked bout my neck dat thingie cus my parents asked me to do so and its nothing major or even minor thank god.

slept the whole day. now gonna sleep again. tmr gonna go celebrate van's birthday.
do pray fer me thanks.

now i've found

the greatest love of all is mine

since you laid down your life

the greatest sacrifice

2005-07-29T10:29:00.000-07:00

FRUSTRATION

2005-07-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

wah peng sia. i went sch okay normal. chem was ok. i failed both tests. damn saddening larh. den got the stupid uh oh thingy down there by mr teo. meaning im on the verge of failing overall. but oh wells. they were reali hard reali.

anyways. im gonna be a NERD. yes a NERD. NERD rocks. im gonna try and control myself and start studying fer final year alreadi so u all dun come and stop me ok..

after sch had the ss seminar. matfoo, ben and i practically pon the whole thing cus we had to help mr yang and the food came so late x) anyways. after that i burned all my bleach and went parkway.

got a present for *mum* fer her birthday, den the tristan neo down there start ngiao-ing me. den soon all of them started to ngiao me alreadi. oh wells. now in class waiting fer college day to start.

anyways. i went life and i saw this passion cd. hear first song alreadi in love alreadi. more than reuben morgan's world through your eyes x) so guess wad? i bought it! super uber nice.

den now tristan neo and gang start ngiao-ing me again cus someone jus came in.

but seriously. its not ok. and if you're all gonna go against me and say it is den i dun haf anything else to say.

2005-07-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

pe was great today larh. first run three rounds. i chionged all the way. yays. my running has finally paid off. x) den we played soccer. super dumb. but its quite ok larh. i think i got more power in my legs now x)

but then i spilt chocolate milk on cai juin's skirt and blouse. oh no i felt so guilty and dunno wad to do i jus kep apologising to her. she said its alrite. but i was just afraid.

anyways. after that all i went fer piano. went through my recording from concert. wah can die larh. i failed all three pieces. but its ok. i've alreadi improved and she said it x) and i took the variation back! but its onli a version. wonder if there's anymore. cus the one dats playing now is a different version of variation. see a variation of variations. haha

but the variation is reali so much nicer. anyways. plan fer tmr. go sch. finish sch. burn anime usin class com. then chiong ss all the way with ben. college day. sleep!

2005-07-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

HOkay. home from dental. waited fer the dentist fer quite long. and i kinda got lost on the way there too. how dumb can i get? anyways. he put some xtra bands dat links the top and the bottom to close up the gap. and i cant even open my mouth now. each time i eat and even drink, i hafta release the bands and after i finish, i gotta put them back. and im supposed to change them each nite also. haha. wells its quite cool actually. haha

i said i would mug fer chem yes i would. but im tired now. im gonna sleep and then im gonna wake up tmr and study. yes i will and nothing will stop me now.

clara cheer up larh k?

2005-07-26T16:46:00.000-07:00

sad. im gonna go dentist later. the guy jus walked in and said "lab closing in five minutes time!" like wth? so earli today? its onli four forty. yes.

oh ya. i proud of my com still being on at home. dl hunter x hunter. anyone heard of it? i saw it in harvey at the vcd sections yesterday and the drawings were damn nice. and guess what. three eps of it dvd version costed $69.60! CRAZY

mrs jay kinda held us back from imagineering today. now im still in sch. waiting to go dental. din wanna go home. waste more time x). anyways. zy and jomaine are behind me now on two other coms doin the imagineering things. zy doin the flash thingies and jom doin the client brief. me? slacking.

dental today at tampines. wonder how that place looks like. hrm. first time goin there. first of all i hafta hope i can get there in the first place. wells. maybe it is the same as the one i went long long time ago. when i was a young baby. x)

ok. so jom jus left. anyways. this com is so super screwed. xp professional but some how its using the classic theme. and the colour is just so off. everything is so green!

chem quiz tmr. hope its not gonna be like the cps one mr boy gave us last time. dat was reali stressful. so after dental im gonna study chem. yes im gonna MUG!

2005-07-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

ugh. woke up so damn earli today. studied modern and pm just now. was too tired in the last night so i figured out that i would wake up and study and thank goodness i did if not i would be so dead by now cus there's still the government to study.

do pray fer me lang arts test kkays?

just to clarify. i put the pw cus i want this to be kinda private. i dun wan too many people to see it. it defeats the purpose of the diary aint it? wells if u all want you can always ask me later on. haha

so boss is sick and morning meeting is cancelled. wells i guess its just as good too. den i can study more lang arts. tiredd mans. and oh today still have imagineering. mra jay pushed it all the way back.

wells dats bout it fer now i guess. better start studying my government and the arts now. if not later i reali die alreadi. hahas.

cus i am hanging on everyword you say
even if you dun wanna speak tonite its alright
alright with me
i want nothing more than to sit outside at your door
and listen to your breathing
its where i wanna be yeah

2005-07-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

ok. so jackson has been goin thru alot and doesnt tell us. but what can we do mans?

friday had captains ball. it was sure fun. but there was this super rough guy from aquila who had a problem with everyone and another from phoenix who jus kept pushing around. hope draco gets first. den we had the house com ming long on our team. he's just so super tall he rejects every ball.

went parkway fer dinner with louis and mattfoo. ate banmian, mee hoon kuay. quite hard to eat leh. cus they all stuck together. and louis made this thingie fer sheryln. some paper thingy which totally freaked mattfoo and i out. x)

and yesterday was the ip tests. i tell u arh. the second batch of ip intake like cannot make it one larh. hahas. alot of wierd experiences from there. feel i wasted the whole morning in school. shouldn't have helped out. shucks. as usual, the papers were hard. haha

now at home. gonna bathe and practice my piano soon. i got mock exam later. im so gonna die. i cant play my pieces well and there are grade 7 and 8 watchin me cus im higher grade. oh wells.

2005-07-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

so they think that they are functioning well enough? u think you all are doing fine? let me tell u all you're not. first we haf this person there who's not attending a single meeting and slacks and does totally nothing but holds the post. and nothing's being done about it. den another one just tries to get everything in order but to no avail. and wad does he do? nothing reali much but ask others to do more jobs. another one onli does things when she feels like doing it. and doesnt even attend meetings regularly. den there's the last and final one who does nothing but his job and onli his job and nothing else and cares bout nothing. onli ONE other person i feel is doin his job.

everything's so last minute. u tell me there's meeting, ONLI ON THE DAY BEFORE. and i haf my piano, in which my exams are near and im so dead and gonna fail. and you hafta put it on a wednesday, just because the next meeting is on thu with others. asked to write down what time we end, wads the use?

ok enough raging.

now u wanna be GLAD?
now u wanna WIN?
now u better go fer the GLADWIN GAMES!

event: wesley ym beach event, gladwin games.
location: E3
date: 28 aug

be there.

ok. this event is my bao bei ok?! haha. anyways. do pray fer this event. and remember we're not serving fer men but fer god. its fun and enjoyable. as always by the crosstrainers. x) so do come down.

XT's pls pray fer the event.

2005-07-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

Verse 1-------
D G G A D
I will never be the same again
G A
I can never return,
G A D Asus
I've closed the door.
D G G A D
I will walk the path, I'll run the race
G A G A D
and I will never be the same again

Chorus:-------
C G
Fall like fire,
A D
soak like rain,
C G
flow like mighty waters
A D
again and again:
Bb C
Sweep away the darkness,
Am7 D
burn away the chaff
Em D
and let the flame burn
G A D A
to glorify you name.

Verse 2-------
D G G A D
There are higher heights, there are deeper seas
G A
Whatever you need to do
G A D Asus
Lord do in me
D G G A D
The Glory of God fills my life
G A G A D
And I will never be the same

ugh. jus when i thought testify to love was one of the nicest songs i ever heard this song came up.

for the meeting today. it was good. and i feel worship is good too. see? u dun haf to haf a full band to haf good worship. there wasnt a drum today. but it was better. its all about god!

2005-07-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

new song! third. haha

oh lord i have strayed
but you never fail me
oh lord you are always there

and i am coming to you
to seek and to pray
oh lord draw me close to you

chorus:
lord i love you, i honour you
lord i lift my hands, and i will sing your praise
cos' you are all i want, you're all i need
oh lord, im coming back to you.

think its nice. haha. ss test tmr. not much to study but yes! im gonna study regardless. training. actually i feel its slack. the coach doesnt do much. yes im improving. but its like little at a time. i wan more more! hahas.

i blocked today! ok. so now setting must push such that the ball is not a parabola and that the ball will kind of drop straight down at the head of my target. hard to achieve lehh. den play match i tried to do cannot do one larh. nvm. lets train more!

2005-07-12T21:08:00.000-07:00

how could this happen to me? ehh. i cant say it here. cus later someone read den i die alreadi. haha. and its too explicit to say larh huh. you should know.

but anyways. i feel bad. cus of dat thing. but i feel good too! since the last trainin mr chew asked me to lift my hands higher up when i spike, i came home practiced. den today when free spike can go down larh. and den got some quite nice somemore. and training is good. at least there's a coach and we haf training. at least volleyball din close down manns.

oh ym website is up. go check it out guys. http://ym.wesleymc.org

kkays tired. gonna bathe den sleep. there's PE tmr! and GM. ugh. hahas. but i'll jus sit there and take notes. x) dats my job.

2005-07-10T17:43:00.000-07:00

im sad! first thing yesterday night i went home i restrung my broken guitar. as in the strings broke the last time. den when i was tuning two of the strings broke again! &*%#$#$ some nonsense know. den i had to ask charissa to buy them fer me cus she was goin ps. oh wells. and i wanna get a new guitar. and i wanna get a new table to study better, but now considering to get a double deck with a table below. den can save space. ugh. am i reali spending dat much?

oh wells. today wasn't reali much. went church. for once the youth leading the adults service wasn't particularly good. haha. den went ikea. walk here walk there. din get anything. so now im home. burning my bleach eps onto cds. haha

wells. after dinner im gonna study. seriously study.

2005-07-10T17:38:00.000-07:00

vip open house. it was great man. first started on friday. set up booth. surprisingly quite little but i wonder why i sweated so much. den marcia said she wanted to come my open house. but i was thinking why. she's onli sec one. den as i was walking around when open house atarted alreadi, i tried to look out fer her. but cannot find. den i saw charissa with two SAC gurls but they din look like marcia. then in the end i saw marcia at the concourse. and she was wearin some kind of funny specs in which i dun recognise her at all. and she was one of the two being ushered by charissa dat i saw jus now.

den claudia came too, and den we talked, showed her round the sch and all. blah blah blah. the thing i dun understand. when i was with marcia or when i was with claudia, some people had to come and stare at me. how come arh? come on larh people. im good frens with them, nothing is going on. I AM GOOD FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE X)

ended with mass dance. haha. shiok. but some of the steps were so terribly wrong. finished, went parkway to eat, den went bugis. haah

over there i ate some egg and milk boiled together desert. super duper nice. and the honeydew sago there was nice too. and it was onli kopitiam pricing.

day two of open house

first go sch in the morning. sleepy. haha. den it started. wad alot of people! haha. anyways i heard dat the first day of open house alone had more then TA alreadi. haha. too badd. today more came to the cca booth. so i had more interaction going on. and my first customer was a gurl. not cus she was a gurl, but cus the was interested in volleyball, centre spike somemore lehh. haha. and surprisingly i saw nicole too. wonder wad she was doin there too. den of course she saw my hard painted wall. and i saw vishi sundar from TA. he shaved botak. haha.

and then i saw avril. she was like "no matthias, cannot. i wannt get into VIP. i cant make it." and all. haha. but can one larh actually. i think she's quite smart. den also after that we definietly had mass dance. but this time friendsthip i did with ben. he super crazi one larh. i was supposedly to be the gurl. so i would be the one turning. and when i turn he turn also. den it was super collision larh. haha. but it was fun

den we went off to suntec to eat. ate at some yu jia zhuang. den tristan over down there come up with all sort of funny nonsense until i cannot eat. and tristan i could finish my noodles ok. it was jus dat i couldnt take it from the jokes alreadi. haha. den went to church. and lucky foofoo saw me in formal wear!

2005-07-05T15:03:00.000-07:00

ok. so here goes. i am here in imagineering. supposed to be doin website but i dun reali know how to. so here i am researching on javascripts. haha

wells.the stay over was sure fun.. we played ps2 till like three thirty larh. haha. super fun. and the naruto game was not too bad too. haha. and tristan got terrorised by me at nite. and there was taupok session also haha. den we woke up at nine the next day and had char siew pau for breakfast. and ben ate so much dat my sis onli had one left. x) den i STUDIED and then went to play. and of course ben was playing all the way.

den after lunch they went home and i watched anime! bleach is damn nice alreadi larh. haha. den i slept. and audrey called and i told her i call her back later. den she msged me saying sorry. say she distube me x) like dat also can. den i wake up watch anime again. and the chilli crab cup noodles is damn nice

den at nite. wad else can i do but chiong chinese?

and im in sch now. like i said b4. and im listening to enough!

2005-07-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

hrm. today was a great day. except maybe at the beginning. haha. qiang said dat the offering was after YOU ALONE. and they wun ask fer the ushers. so he told the four of them to walk straight up after the song. and it was wrong! haha. jack. but oh wells. at least they did wad they were supposed to and din like stand there and blur off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILDRED HO MAN QING! haha. of course i remember wad day is today. how could i forget? and hey. thanks fer the cookie ya. it was nice. and it was ur present. how could u give it to me huh? den after dat go fish and co never call me larh. haha. chills man.

then went ps. bought sandals. the one dat i haf now is too small my toes are all poking out of the sandal alreadi. and i decided im gonna get a table fer my room so i can STUDY. haha

now back at home. gonna eat dinner soon and den go out to pick tristan mattfoo and louis. they're gonna stay over. ahha. we plan to study fer chinese!

not to forget yesterday's dinner at revolving restaurant. it was so little and it cost a thousand. *&^**#^&#^&$*(* onli one thing was nice. the egg thingy with the fish. it was delicious man. maybe one cool thing was dat the restaurant is revolving around dats all. haha

2005-06-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

mrs tay is so nice. haha. went fer piano today. slept there! den whe woke me up, ask me why im so tired, say sch lorh. den i told her dat i din practice. how bold of me rite? haha. but its alrite. at least she understood. haha. so she jus practiced with me. den after that she sent me to kembagan! wohoo

anyways. jus finished a super duper long talk with clara leow cai juin. haha. not gonna say what we talked bout here cus its reali confidential x) and all i can say is this : whatever the outcome, a yes or no to it, lets jus pray and hope for the best. serioiusly i do not think that there's a win win situation this time.

and oh today i was playing guitar in class. den the other christian students like ben and mattfoo and isa and audrey came over and we jus sang any song dat was played. i felt reali good then man. lets try having class cell group again ya? hope it'll work. we'll try again and again.

im addicted to enough! super nice song. its the one dats playing now.

all of you is more than enough for all of me
for every thirst, and every need
you satisfy me with your love
and all i have in you, is more than enough

you are my supply
my breathe of live
and still more awesome than i know
you are my reward
worth living for
and still more awesome than i know

you're my sacrifice
of greatest price
and still more awesome than i know
you're the coming king
you are everything
and still more awesome than i know

more than all i want
more than all i need
you are more than enough for me
more than all i know
more than all i can say
you are more than enough for me

2005-06-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

ok. here we go. prayer retreat.

started on friday. thank goodness on fri morning i went piano i din get scolded at all. i noe i din practice. x) and mrs tay gave me a lift all the way home! so kind of her rite?

then after that i went for prayer retreat! wohoo. it turned out that onli bout ten pple were goin. so we started, ice breakers, played some apples to apples game. damn fun. crapped alot. oh ya. and then we had tea break, thanks sandy fer the delifrance! after that we had worship and a time of sharing. it was good. den we went for dinner alreadi. at tiong bahru market. iiwoah. i took a ba chor mee, a carrot cake and a longan desert. shiok man. after dininer we went back to hope centre for prayer meeting there.

started at eight thirty, den after worship we jus prayed and worshipped again and prayed again, all the way until 1130! if onli prayer meets always din haf a time constraint. and then sandy came back from comm meeting, with reuben. and then after that jeremy and adriel came too. den we finished, then jerik, jeremy, and adriel went for supper, asked them to da bao for us. wad did they get? tau huay and wo tie! and u noe arh, the tau huay is like yellow in colour, and there's one packed of tau huay with or ni inside one larh. dat was damn nice.

before goin to sleep, had guitar lessons with bobby, haha. and jerik too. woah. bobby is seriously damn pro larh.

second day. wake up wads for breakfast? carrot cake! haha. then after that we had worship, led by me x). haha. first time fer prayer actually. wells, it went ok. playing for god not for anyone else. then we had prayer and a teaching session by sandy. and after that, one hour silent retreat! and most of the guys went into the bunk, then we all like spent the first ten mins sleeping together cus we were all so tired. and then we prayed. shiok man.

then we had communion and no lunch as we were fasting. and jerik, reuben, jeremy, bobby and i went to play frisbee at fort canning with the worship team as we decided we had to burn fats! and oh, jing wei [david] is damn pro larh. its like he has auto aim bot one. hahas.

then we ran to ue2 from church to get drinks, and walked back. haha. then service. it was good. long time no worship like dat alreadi. guessed goin fer prayer retreat was good man!

2005-06-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

lets not talk bout today. talk bout TONITE

first bert asked me if i wanna lead worship on prayer retreat. i told him no. i din haf the confidence. so he was like 'OK'. den i went to research more bout my cars. den my dad came in. i showed him a page of this super nice car. some brand unheard of. and guess what i got a scolding!

he says im losing focus. he says im not studying hard enough. the holidays have gone by. three weeks. and what haf i done? nothing? ITS NOT TRUE! he says the hols should be used for catching up with my work. i noe dat i din do. and he says i better show him wad im gonna do this week, at least four SOLID hours of study a day. if not he's gonna take away my laptop.

see rite. if he takes away my laptop i cant do my work. doesn't he understand that the things i learn now are damn difficult? doesnt he realise dat when i asked him for help to do my work he couldn't do it too? doesnt he realise dat i need a break from everything else?!

sad things aside. i went to do my qt. BOOM. scripture: ephesians 6:1-4

[1] children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. [2] 'Honour your FATHER and mother.' - which is the first commandment with a promise - [3] 'that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth' [4] Fathers do not exasperate your children, instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the lord.

see? GOD is real. he's there. and his plan is always the greatest. i got a shock. i calmed down a little. den i went to sleep. i tried to. i couldn't. so i woke up. i prayed. i felt better again. i went back sleep. tried to. couldn't. i decided to take up my guitar and play. and worship GOD. from verse 4, i thought that it should be alright if i worshipped GOD. my dad shouldn't scold me fer doin that. though it might be in the middle of the nite. its how i should grow. and i should put GOD first. always.

besides, i locked my room

then, GOD spoke to me again. i was playing 'Lord i worship you' at first. den it came.

"WHY DO YOU FEAR TO LEAD? YOU ARE PLAYING FOR ME. NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE." and then i remembered wad bert asked me earlier on. YES. i will lead. and the songs i played after that jus flowed into one another. and it reali ministered to me tonite.

the songs that ministered to me:

Lord i worship you
Eagle's wings
I will give you all my worship
Jesus we enthrone you
Mourning into dancing
You make me lie down in green pastures
Let the heavens rejoice
All for love
Shout unto GOD

thank you lord for today. thank you for the scolding.

and whilst i was planing worship. luckily i was away from my com from posting this. my mum came in. thank god i was reading my bible! and she din say anything!

THANK YOU LORD. YOU NEVER FAIL ME.

2005-06-17T00:42:00.000-07:00

today is officially sports car day. ok. maybe yesterday. look at the time?!

first when on my way out to lunch i saw two porsche's. one gt2 and one gt3. both in siglap area. at the same car park. den as usual i would pass the hyundai show room and there was another sports car. still on the way to lunch i saw two rx-8 too. and of course not to mention the other evolution dat i saw.

still, there were many "sports cars" dat i saw today too. i went to look for my car! wohoo. first went to lido. saw it! the FERRARI ENZO! yellow edition. clear under panel! i haven seen this model anywhere yet larh. den went to try takashimaya.. dun haf. all they had were gundam models. went centrepoint. got this shop there. sells cars but all very old. and i found out that there was alot of cementing to be done from that shop.

so back to lido. and i bought it. the ferrari enzo yellow edition. behold.

oh and i saw a few gundam perfect grade models today. the same model throughout the departmental stores. saw one at lido. another at taka. and at the specialist shop in centrepoint..

went to suntec to eat dinner. went to the shop i normally went to see models. fwaa. cars there alot mann. got lamborghini also. but its not under tamiya. maybe, the next model. lamborghini gallardo. yehh! but its expensive there. and oh i went to check out the toy shop opposite cus i was told that they had models there too. onli a few cars. but they had this record breaking gundam model. $699.99. amazing rite?

now i home. jus came back from supper. went to eat roti prata at bedok simpang. gonna fix my car now! cya

2005-06-14T22:35:00.000-07:00

k. im officially sadd now.

cus i haf nothing to do. and i dun wanna watch dat stupid show outside in the hall. and im sick of playing fifa alreadi.

wads more?! cbox is screwed so that means my tag board's screwed too. and i had to remove it.

and i tried to dl my naruto anime. gonna start watchin all over again. but there jus seems to be this prob. and qiang and gang are not replying me so they cant help!!

ok. now off to the outing today

super pek cek i tell u. first had to go to sch to help clara get her stuff. den i ended up being late in meeting them at somerset. anyways i woke up quite late too larhs. but dats besides the point x)

den we were supposed to watch movie but when we were buying the ticket dat time, they say dun wan watch alreadi. den like i go out for what rite? lucky like TEN MINUTES before the show started den they say wanna watch. if not like i also dunno i how alreadi. had to cancel my family lunch to go out. but its ok now. at least we watched a show.

MONSTER-IN-LAW.. its a nice show. nicer den unleashed and even madagascar.. fact is. all love movies are nice larh. haha

den went to walk here walk there. went to meet darren and yvonne. dey were at far east plaza. we were at far east shopping centre. and next to far east SHOPPING CENTRE was hilton hotel. and darren said that they are near hilton. so we should be at the correct one. den he said scotts road. but hilton and scotts road are like two different places altogether.. den ask them to go hilton. no use. waited there. den call them again. they say now they at tangs. we go tangs find them. they still walking somewhere at the third storey ask us go find them. i tell u arh. reali cant stand it mann. super bish. ugh. wad bad sense of direction. ok. im raging here. i dunno why. but its jus what i feel larh. dun worry tristan.. it has got nothing to do wif u X) [mus say this if not later he come bug me again]

kk. think im gonna eat. im hungry now. gonna drink my milk again. haha. milk is nice and good for u. cya all.. nites

2005-06-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

okok. here's the update.

so i guess fighting fishes are cheap after all. but those arent nice! i wan the one at sam's petshop at parkway. it costs ten bucks. ten times as much as the one dat my dad bought today. but i dun care. its ten times nicer too. it shall be his father's day present x)

and oh today we went to paint wall. well i think we did quite little. now im not sure if we can finish by end of hols actually. onli did the red part for the words and the red part for the explosion.

den tristan come sms me ask me go out. but my family planned to go buffet. den they sms me say "class outing" den i also dun wan turn them down. so in the end family buffet lunch change to thu.

oh wells. gonna watch monster in law tmr. haha

and oh yesterday nite i had this reali sweet dream. super sweet. its bout two pple. and one of them i din think i would dream of one. haha. it was reali nice. the best dream i ever had.

and den later on at nite me fren (undisclosing the name) come ask me if i noe this gurl call stella. den i say ya. den my fren say dat stella blog got me name.. den its like on the blog "I even feel alittle afraid to talk to matthias".. den at the tag board there still got alot of funny things one. den at the links got this link to me "matthias-whoseblogthatimSERIOUSLYinlovewith"..aiyohh. super freaky larh. den i remembered this morning she sent me this survey. bout some love thingy. aiyohh. freaky. stop stop stop.

and oh this two nites were crazy. charissa and i were like xchangin sms-es. haha. and both nites she said stop. haha. anyways. im running out of msges alreadi.. so if u all haf faster send me. hah

and tristan neo. here is ur update!!

2005-06-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

oh ok. so today i woke up. ate my breakfast. as usual went to play x box. haha. dunno why today cannot score at all. jus couldn't get past the goal keeper. haha. maybe its jus my brain. lunch was quite nice. cus it was dumplings. and my favourite ones too! nonya dumplings. nothing but meat and more meat inside. oh how i miss the ones my grandma used to make.. den i went to sleep.. in my mother's room

and here i discovered the huge difference in an aircon with a shared compressor and one with a compressor to itself. u see my mum's room was the onli room with a compressor to itself. and the other compressor was shared btw my sis' room and mine.. so i turned on the air con.. set the bed.. the bed so much larger den the one i sleep on at night.. how shiok man.. i slept all the way till like seven thirty..from like 3.. haha. im such a pig..

after dinner played carrom with my sister. oh manns. i lost touch. couldn't even score those easy seeds. haha. i even missed two sitters!!..

oh wells. now playing pool online with me fren. haha. lost so many games alreadi. today's just not my day for games i suppose.. and my sis is jus next to me now cus she's sleepin on me bed cus i on the air con. and she's gettin pretty irritated with the keyboard sounds alreadi. so i guess i'll stop here. cya guys. nites

2005-06-06T13:00:00.000-07:00

wells. today woke up at nine. haha. ate. played. den read some part of my chinese book. played again. now goin out. gonna go TM. i wanna go back to sch. its fun. can talk alot with alot of people. but sch's stressed. sch's a little screwed i guess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN!! [for those of u who din noe, he's also known as zhang yang] haha.

no fair. how come clara gets to go for obs and i din even noe bout it?! oh wells. gonna get a new wallet! my precious body glove one broke cus of all the stupid yen coins.. oh wells. but i shouldnt spend too much. gotta know how to save. guess i've spent alot alreadi.

oks. i should move. or else i'll be late again.

2005-06-05T14:15:00.000-07:00

so yesterday i was better den friday. but sadly today i woke up coughing like mad. die. i cant go church. i would be there coughing my way through everything. my throat reali hurts. pple, do keep praying fer me thanks. and rest assured i will get well soon. i want to go for training!

i MISSED BOWLING GALA yet AGAIN!!.. awws. shucks. i've never been to one i just realised. sorry kenneth.

2005-06-04T15:22:00.000-07:00

ok. so now im back home in singapore. one week away from here. lets start from day one.

day one

spent most of the time on the plane. reached there quite earli. but bus ride took very long. on the way to hotel. xiao xian and amanda started to rar-rar the bus as they were told to do so. so rachel and si hui and they all suaned me into singing. so ok lorh. the sporting me jus go lorhh. off pitch also nevermind alreadi. and then mr koh sang. all he did was this "jus imagine that i am tone deaf and rhythm deficient." and all that he did after that was SAY the words "na na na na na na na na na" i think u all should noe what song that is larh. damn funny. reached the hotel ate dinner. it was quite nice. den practiced iki masho for a while. went to sleep.

day two

mt fuji!! all that we thought of was climb and climb and climb non stop. and when we reach the top all of us would be tired. we climed. i was somewhere in front. den we were at the fourth station. i slowed down with the rest of my class to climb together. den at somewhere up there we saw this big building, thought we had reached, so louis, ben and i started singing,

"5th station, 5th station,
we are all at 5th station,
with a frozen hand and another frozen hand,
we are all at 5th station."

to the tune of barney's i love you, you love me,... but then we realised that it was not the fifth station.

so we changed it to

"5th station, 5th station,
where the hell is 5th station?
with a frozen head and a pair of frozen hands,
where the hell is 5th station?"

then we reached a make shift shelter. thought that finally it was the true one. but no. we we walked on. saw the guide very far off in front. jus walked. then the few people in front of us lost sight of the guide. and we were at a split road. they just stood there, saying that they were lost. and some even said that they had actually followed the wrong person. wells. some of them said they saw a thermomether and it read 1 degrees celcius. wells. they started to huddle together, tried using the phone but no network. all i know then was that i was freezing up there and i was shivering the most amongst all the rest. about a hundred of us got lost altogether i think. cus onli ten plus made it all the way with the guide. then we started to walk back. found the other guide. onli to noe that he din reali noe the way also. so mr koh and that guide called for help. and in the mean time. we saw what we would never expect to see. alot of people started to cry. some thought that they were gonna die. some gave up hope. they called a small van to bring us to the fifth station. den i was on the same van with ganesh. even he started to cry!! and now. thank you everyone for ur care and concern when i was shivering like mad up there. reali appreciated it!!

anyways. i thank god for the experience. truly this was a once in a lifetime experience. no fear. this bonded us closer together. no doubt.

day three

first we checked out of the first hotel. den went to the sake factory. wells it wasnt that great. we couldnt taste the sake. aww manns. nothing reali much. they din reali explain also. or maybe i wasnt reali listening clearli. haha. then we went for lunch. i saw the price. it onli cost 1k in yen. which is about fifteen singapore dollars. and it was a bbq buffet. sat at a table of six with charissa, xiao xian, jastine, christine, matt foo and me. den we took alot of food. matt foo started his nonsense again. saying what could we feel his hotness. that the food was cooked cus of him. den we took sotongs. bounced them around the bbq thingy. damn funny. and of course we sacrificed alot of food as the fell into the fire. the we went to sony building. wilbur went crazy measuring the pillars. i bought this pair of head fones which cost thirty dollars in singapore. and i came home, saw the sone brochure, and it cost fifty dollars here in singapore! haha. and oh they had this dog which was reali cute. some robot dog thingy. i think its so much nicer den a real dog larh.

they also had this future time machine. it has some one TERABYTE of hard disk space. which is like one thousand gigabyte of space. and you know what it does? it records all channels that you have on ur tv twenty four hours a day, seven days a week. so like u dun haf to worry when u go on a holiday. and like when it records the eight day, the first day would jus get erased. its damn cool larh.

den went to ginza. wells. it was nothing reali much. jus high class shopping.

went to the new hotel called "new takanawa prince hotel" oh gosh it is so damn nice.

day four

today in the morning we went to the miraikan, in long english its the national museum of immerging science and innovation. its so cool. and i was supposed to go to the love exhibit. but we had to pay to go in. so nvm lorhh. jus pay and go in. and when i went in. it was so damn nice. i learnt alot of things in there. like how we are all women at first. den at the eighth week of pregnancy, the xyr gene would start to be activated, and then that would cause the testes to form.causing the foetus to be a boy. and they had this curtain which is all hand sewn. and its like super super long. like one big X with small little Y's inside, and one big Y with small little X's inside. it ran throughout the whole exhibitt larh.

and oh they had this super cool chair that read " see what happens when two people touch each other?"
so i tried first with mr ng. den like when he touched me or i touched him. there would be those kind of funny sounds. den we like put our hands together and like used it to simulate the kissing action and guess what. there was this super high pitched sound. haha. damn cool sial.

den we went to shibuya. wilbur went crazy looking at lighters this time. i was reali disappointed. i expected it to be like all those kina of 77th street and rip curl those kind of shops. but most of them was reali practical. here i bought my sis's mogu. it was quite cheap larh. haha. then for the innovation thingy we bought this ash tray which was reali cool and this bubble bath maker. and some kind of stupid socks thingy.

went back to the hotel. tried the bubble bath thingy. put the soap thing in. pressed the button. nothing happened. den we realised dat we had to put batteries in. how stupid could we get. den louis started to put all sort of things inside. like colgate and all. den like if we put colgate i would come out smelling minty, if we put my gatsby thingy inside den i would come out with all my hair standing up. den if we put shaving cream in, i would come out clean shaven. haha. but the bubble bath thingy didn't create that much and that thick foam as the video showed it to be.

day five

today was disneyland day. started off quite cold out there at the entrance. but it was quite ok. den when we were like waiting. we saw this little cute duck with like six ducklings behind it. it was so super cute larh. went in. all the girls started to chase all those little characters all over the place. went around the whole place with my class. with matt foo, louis, benjamin, tristan, audrey, yvonne, yun yuan, clara, si hui, tina, vanessa, clara, isabelle, martin, rachel, and did i miss out anyone? first we went to sit the some stupid pinocchio ride. it was ok larh. haha. den went to sit the rocky mountain roller coaster. isabelle was sitting next to me. she screamed like dunno what larh. went off the train deaf. den went to sit alot of other things. sat space mountain twice. once with tristan. den the other time with rachel. she was like u sure u wan to sit next to me? i scream alot one. den i was like nvm. i will scream with u. so i was like faking screams of "i wan mummy!! i wan to go home! i dun wan sit this anymore!" and blah blah those kind of things. haha. damn funny.

den at night we went to some chopping centre. bought this wax there which is damn cool. haha. ate some jap dinner. den went back to hotel alreadi. sleep.

day six

today packed everything. woke up sick. oh manns. first at breakdfast we were supposed to discuss japan in our groupings. all i did was sleep on the table. my head was reali heavy. felt reali weak. then we went to gibli museum. another disappointhing thing. all their anime's were those old old ones. not like naruto all that. oh wells. den we went for lunch. some steamboat thingy. din reali eat much. had no appetite. but im glad that the rest of them enjoyed themselves cus i could hear them laughing reali hard when i woke up. den they went shopping. decided that i should stay on the bus. slept all the way. den i saw zong he come back with a gundam model. and louis too. and i was like shit! why din i ask them to buy for me? i wanted one. and its reali cheap over there. and iwas supposed to get one for timothy too. but oh wells. nvm. den we went to the airport alreadi. singapore! home sweet home. on the plane i slept all the way. once i got onto the plane. ten mins after that i was asleep. and the plane still hasnt taken off. so i din feel the plane take off at all. slept throughout. zhang yang asked them to keep the dinner for me. so when i woke up den i ate it. and chun han asked for those fever packs for me. thansa chun han and zhang yang for ur help on the plane ya? wun noe what would happen to me if u two hadn't taken care of me. and i noe the peach pudding i had for dinner on the plane was super nice. and i was sleeping when the plane landed too. haha.

landed at bout eleven thirty. din noe how i was gonna go home. din noe if my parents were coming. but thank god they came. i think i would faint in the taxi on the way home. asked them to bring me to the docs. but we could find none. so home it is. back to japan tua kong. sleep. sleep sleep.

generally. it was a super nice trip. thank you all teachers for oranising it and for all the care u gave when i was sick. thanks alot! a truly unforgettable unexperience.

2005-05-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

its unbelievable!! its now ninety minutes and the game is still one! liverpool equalised three goals in the second half. all in a short time of 6 mins..haha.well.lets see what they have in store for us in extra time..

54 min, gerrard
56 min, smicer
60 min, alonso took penalty, missed, but put it away straight after that.

haha. gladwin u shouldn't have gone to sleep.

2005-05-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

watchin champions league final now. watching it cus its the finals. watching it cus liverpool kicked chelsea out of the tournament. but im left totally speechless.

its onli half time and its

3 - 0

and liverpool is losing. what can i say?

wells. it doesnt seem such a good day after all today.

first had half day. good. stayed back for physics test. quite ok. mrs tay called, saying i had piano. what to do? rush down. den a div soccer finals lost. how sad!! :'(. they were supposed to win and we were supposed to haf full day off tmr!! the better team lost. oh wells. its just a day in history when the matches are all over.

2005-05-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

wells. today was tiring. first went sch. as per normal. had some japan talk in lt. den mrs chan came in. haha. WE WERE GOIN FOR THE TENNIS FINALS!!.. bet all the other 3 ip classes were damn jealous. well. its all thanks to mummy. haha.

vanessa asked mrs jay if we could go. she said no. den she asked mr tan, and mrs chan was there, so mrs chan decided to talk to mrs jay. and we went!. but its so sad. she played one of the last few matches. and i had to leave for training. sorry mummy!!

wells trainin. long time no train like dat alreadi. first formal trainin. wells its quite good. ran 1.2 before training, den trained. haha. its good today, blocked quite a few balls, even though its a gurls net, but who cares?! haha. den after trainin ran another 1.6km, den ran one more round to cool down, it felt great man. but i jus hope i dun get muscle ache tmr. gotta take my napfa. hah

dats bout all, tmr most prob halfday, good, we can do iki masho and i can come home and sleep!
omg champions league final is tmr!! thu actually, but seen as tmr nite! haha. cant wait. LIVERPOOL!

looks like i gotta go revise my physics now. why cant they jus cancel the test? i dun understand. haha

2005-05-23T19:09:00.000-07:00

haha. guess what time i woke up? twelve thirty. haha. wells. woke up onli cus of the smell of lunch. so i ate, den came to do my lit reviews. onli did one. den changed skin to steph's old one! haha. thanks steph. i reali reali reali like it larh.

and oh i listened to HILLSONGS UNITED LOOK TO YOU today.. its damn nice. oh manns. shiok arh

den went vs hostel for tuition with zhang yang. i think he can teach quite well. XD. and i had a taste of hostel food. i have no comments. even the drink was ~censored~.. haha. its jus awfully yucky larh.

and on my way out i saw jennifer koh. she din recognise me. saddening. haha. but she still looks the same. but one thing i wonder. SHE LIVES IN HOSTEL???

ok. so dats bout it for today. gonna bathe now. den eat. and i guess i'll sleep earli today..

hope we get halfday on wednesday. den no physics test.
hope we get fullday on thursday. den i can watch champions league final on thu morning. XD

2005-05-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

hmm.. okays. came home bout an hour ago.. just had a bbq. haha. wells today was a very evenful day for me..

lets start with waking up. todae i woke up later den usual. and i still had to plan for worship!!.. so i quickly got up despite the lateness and i ate me breakfast reali fast. den went bathe. came out planned worship. thank god i managed to do it in time!

service was quite good today. den gladwin told me dat sen would be sitting in!! and i din noe what i was gonna do. and he said that i was gonna lead today's meeting!! oh wells. anyways.. after church went to main church to get me guitar and to put offering bag.. den marcia called. asked me to go take my cd. ok. so i was late. but i had to do my things in church first. sorry fer making u wait mann. and oh yehh. jillian came to church today. long time no see..

meeting. i was there earli. practising me guitar. so last minute. and then we started the meeting. well. we thought that two plus hours was too long. but it seemed alright. onli dat at the end all of us got a bit sian alreadi. wells.most of the things are planned aleadi. but still hafta work out more! lets keep praying.

went ps to get stuff. sat in kor kor's van again. super shiok mann. haha. rollercoaster ride. wells. its nice.
saw yi xiang

oh my goodness vyan's hosue is so far away. and we couldnt find our way inside. haha. wells. it was a BBQ. and they couldnt set up the fire. well janice is reali good at table tennis. no wonder she's in SSS.haha. wells. i din eat much. played more. sat there challenging natalie to speed. haha. she was so happy she won the first round. but i won the next two. den we i played volleyball with jiaen and kathi. with a soccerball!! haha. they found it pain. wells it was ok what. hah. i got trashed by them 25 nil ya!? haha. cheaters.

oh and did i mention dat jiaen and clarissa were crazy. they're pokers.. the go around poke-ing people.

den had cleaned up. went home. first gladwin dropped shashi at some busstop.. welcome clarissa to the killer ride! haha. den gladwin missed a turn. and we ended up goin one big round. hah. and when we finally came to clarissa's house. she din noe where she stays, and dunno even her block! -.-" but her house key is damn cool larh..

came home. bathe. had some mass convo, some crazy thing. den ate ice cream. slept.

2005-05-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

ok. lets first start with volleyball chalet. went there late. so i met up with ben toh first. he was caught in a jam larh. waited like dunno how long for him. but it is good, it was an eye opener. for the first real time i reali waited for someone from "tian liang" to "tian hei".. haha. went there. bbqed. eat. talk rubbish. haha. coach came bout one. den we talked outside at the porch down there till like three. super nice larh. den all of us went to sleep. seven of us on a bed can u believe it??!! haha. den every minute someone had to fidgit and all of us would have to get up. haha. woke at six today. went macs, went home. tiredd.

watched naruto movie today! damn nice larh. are there anymore?

den i went to cine to watch star wars. wells. what can i say? it was not too bad. very long show mann. haha. but its ok larh. its reali jam packed with action.. not like spidey where u haf all the romance inbetween.. the best thing. it was FREE!! haha

den went to grandma's house for dinner. steamboat. and dats about all of my day.

wells. im tired. gonna sleep now. gotta wake up earli tomoro. first time for a sunday. gotta plan for my meeting. another bbq tomoro. what will happen? hope we get a good weather..

i PEELED today. it was awful.. XD

2005-05-19T18:52:00.000-07:00

dunno why. but i just seem addicted to this song:

TRUE by Ryan Cabrera

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I dont look
But deep insideIn the corner of my mind
Im attached to you

Im weakIts true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my lifeTo cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life
I've waited

This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move

Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when
I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

2005-05-18T19:01:00.000-07:00

ok. here marianne.. im blogging!! haha.

ok wells. alot of things happened in the past few days. stayed up to do all my assignments till so late. den wake up so earli. den go sch during break still study. also no time to blog. haha.

oh wells. today was invest! i liked the tribute alot! jus dat it took a little while to load for a period of time. den we had full day off.!! haha. i dun understand why our 14th din wan to go sentosa. 13th was goin. they wanted to watch movie. this was like the best chance for us to get together with our seniors for like one last time la. den they go watch movie. the sun is so much better larh. at first i tot a few of them from 14th was goin also. den the backed out in the end. sighs.so, i went alone with the 13th!! haha. so we went there. we played frisbee. haha. fun. but the one we used like couldnt use too much strength. or else would go off course. haha. it happened to jocelyn alot of times larh. damn funny. haha. den played soccer, played alot of things lar aiya. den after that a long long while after i realised that i had a big blister. haha

went for dental, oh my gosh i tell u i was so tired dat i slept while waiting for my turn can u believe it? haha. guess what i put. GREEN and GREEN. haha. understand? bet u dun. haha.

and oh ya. how could i forget?! thank GOD that volleyball is still open!! its great. praise the lord!

anyways. if u're free. go do this for me..
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050517100858-179736..

yepp. dats bout all and yepp. do pray for me ya? i got a few tests comin up next week, scared mann. haha.

2005-05-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lets start on thu first.. had invest rehearsal. i was supposed to bring guitar? since when. anyway i got one. so ok lahr. haha. like the way we could play the council man. haha. and we onli practiced for like half hour? i was worried dat everything was not in place lahr. but it seemed all ok.

rushed down to parkway for dinner. mr tang treating. haha. and mr chee was there too. ate fish and chips. we suaned kiat howe all the way larh. even mr chee and mr tang suaned him haha. den after that still got ice cream!! haha. shared giant earthquake with kiat howe and di xuan. shiok man. we couldnt find the lime!! and the yummy raisin was so nice. they even had some pineapple things on it. and we finally found the lime. kiat howe and i quickly finished it up b4 di xuan got any la.

now for today

woke up at 12!! haha.. went to eat yong tau foo at my house outside there. den this whole big bunch ov choir peeps from vj came in. haha. saw martin and bell. haha. so suay. den went tampines. tried looking for my jacket. couldnt find any. and when i found one at fila. it was too damn expensive.. even after the fifty percent discount. haha. came home. played dota. den table tennis. go grandma's house

they had HILLSONGS FOR KIDS!! haha. watched the vcd. damn touching lahr. seeing those young kids and all raising their hands and worshipping god. if ym could be like dat. you can reali see the passion in them.

came home. played dota. and now doin bio assignment. haha. gonna sleep pretty soon i think. haha. nites!!

2005-05-12T00:25:00.000-07:00

oh manns.. look at the time!! its like so late. hah. lucky parents din stop me this time or i wun be able to do my LA..

well today had napfa. i was like totally unprepared larh. last nite was like. ok. tomoro got pe. DIE!. NAPFA!. oh wells. wad to do. jus hope dat doin five stations first lahr. haha. ended running. got seventh. not too bad lahr, martin improved alot!! he took over me at the last part larh! haha.

den now aching all over. manns. well. runnin today was quite good too. ten 35.. deproved by 1 sec. can larh. not too bad. den now at least got one week to train fer five stations. haha.

had cancer. not bad. but todays lesson was boring. did what i did in bio informatics. DNA!!.. but its interesting larh. haha. teacher's nice. wells. its onli the first lesson. wad can i say? bad thing. den got someone in my group. hate it. why cant dat person jus shuddup?

den did wall. not bad. finished the 05v12 part. haha. thanks zhang yang alot mann. u did the most today! den i actually ponned a bit of CT.. den go paint wall. hah. or else it wouldnt be finished now also. haha

came home. ate dinner. start chionging LA alreadi. all the way till now. gonna sleep. damn shacked. nites

2005-05-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

im scared

WHAT IF IT IS *******
WHAT IF IT IS *******
WHAT IF IT IS ******** *****
WHAT IF IT IS *****

THEN WILL I BE ****** ***
WILL I ***
WHAT WILL HAPPEN?

OR WHAT IF IT IS NOT AT ALL?
WHAT IS ITS JUS NORMAL?
WHAT IF...

WHAT IF..

im scared..

2005-05-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

todays a great day!!

maths was so fun. did relations and functions. woohoo. den ss was ok. at least it wasnt boring. haha. den had lang arts. that mrs ang came to sit in again. so irritating. den sit behind me some more. never mind. at least not as bad as V11.. four straight periods of lang arts. but i haf lang arts make up on tues. sighs.

stayed back. met mr boy. explained physics. well its was ok. i understood finally. den did maths homework. found out that it wasnt hard at all. den did the wall. did once. transparency flew off. traced second time. bulb blew. so we redrew the whole thing and did it all over again. of course this time can alreadi larh. so u all jus wait. it'll be the nicest wall in VJC!

climbed rock wall. hit the overhang of the left one. den cannot continue alreadi. basket. i was on the right. for overhang supposed to be on left den easier. and i couldnt shift to the left. nvm. i'll do it next time again.

den sell bands lorh. quite poor turn out actually.. but its ok. we break even alreadi. now to VS..

go parkway to eat. got a book for me mother. and im totally broke now!.. came home. bathed.. waikin called me.

there's good news. we are gonna haf volleyball!! u all jus wait and see. its ok if we take the risk wai kin. at least now we can still train first. even if next year cannot haf team also nvm. jus train!

COME ON VOLLEYBALL!!

2005-05-05T23:40:00.000-07:00

oh mann. today started off quite ok. first period was chem. hah. learnt something that i could understand. not that bad. its goin quite well. den had maths. so fun man today. graphs. hah. i could do it all. so proud of myself. den had bio. ok. this one i admit. i wasnt paying attention. i couldnt. wanted to sleep areadi. den went chinese. onli the story dat part pay attention. cus the player was on. haha. den prep time. danced again lorh. but todae had photoshoot. damn fun. first time take photo so stress one. but nice lahr. wonder how it'll turn out.

den go for piano. it started raining like mad. my whole pants was wet. my whole bag was wet. and worse thing is my pants were stained by those little brown thingies from the trees!! so i had no choice. i had to go home and change up. had to get a taxi. couldn't walk anymore. make it even worse. NONE. i waited and waited. i finally got one. den told him if he could wait for me at the lobby and take me off to another place after that. he say cannot. change shift. i mean its like onli one min wait larh. and its not like im not paying him. den talk talk talk. of course i win larh

i reached me lobby at like 353.. den he was like. ok la. i give u until four. if by 4 u dun come down i go alreadi. den i was down at like 355. haha. den he got jacked. den like dat lorhh. go mrs tay's house piano alreadi.

i could feel for once this piano lesson wasn't stressful! cus i was actually practiced. hah! den tried to teach natalie chinese. super pek chek leh. teach alreadi she dun wan do. wad to do?. haha

den come home. eat. study. blog. sleep. haha. so thats it. not off to bed. nites!

2005-05-02T00:00:00.000-07:00

woah mann.. haha. today went church.. felt worship today. the music was a little too loud.. the drums especially. den had the time of sharing session.. kally asked us to share bout how we felt bout the group.. first to ask was me. i knew wad i wanted to say. but i jus couldnt say it. its jus wasnt rite i felt. oh wells. we'll see where the lord leads the group as i pray..

lunch at suntec. went to collect me "gift" from yes eyeware. damn disappointing. tot they will gif some sunglass. den come out some cleaning cloth. diaoz. den ate paparoti. TRUST ME. rotiboy nicer.. haha

came home. went to play soccer. had four blisters in the end. but its alright. long time never play soccer like that alreadi. oh ya. and i saw darius too. wad nice VS memories.. haha

went to some place in serangoon to eat. some famous chef from lay gardens. alot of food mann. and it was damn nice too. had crab. abalone. prawn. fish. meat. wahh. den got dessert. appetizer and alot more larh. den the five of us cousins were all crapping around the table. haha. so fun. thats what cousins should be like mann. wonder how come last time never enjoy so much. hehs.

tomoro goin tina's house again. to do bands. hope it sells well.

2005-04-30T18:36:00.000-07:00

wahh.. so tiredd..

guess wad. i went to watch sound of music yesterday!.. damn nice.. but its quite long.. and the theathre is so nice.. oh mann..
and then there was this young gurl. think about 3 years onlli.. she could do everything larh. she could sing damn well. she knew her steps. she din do anything wrong larh. and the best thing is she even had parts on solo!!.. damn cute.. oh mygoodness..

den went to eat supper.. den came home.. twelve thirty.

oh ya.. sports day yesterday too.. ran 4 by 100 last minute.. got last/fourth, but 13 disqualified.. so we got third.. hhaa.. another free medal.. woohoo.. thank you kiat howe for ur shoe!!

den this morning woke up at 8.. so earli.. went to tina's house.. quite nice larh.. spent the whole day there doin the bands thingy.. onli finish about half.. now home. waitin to bathe.. den goin uncles house for dinner.. cya..

2005-04-26T19:00:00.000-07:00

ALL HOPE IS GONE. VOLLEY IS NO MORE. DISAPPOINTED FULLSTOP.

2005-04-25T18:08:00.000-07:00

depressed

2005-04-24T01:34:00.000-07:00

woohoos.. me stayed up again.. haha.. happy birthday jillian!!.. not the one in vj..
anyways. today went fer the play "skilight".. wells.. it was quite nice, though i din reali understand a bit of it. at first i was expecting one where it would be like a big amphitheatre like some auditorium but it wasnt!! it was like the stage int he middle. den three corners all seats.. its very up close and personal. haha. seat bout hundred people onli i think.. and then they used alot of vulgarities larh. haha. some F language.. alot of times. den got one part they even threw things on the floor. haha. that kinda shocked me larh. anyways.. its quite nice overall. wun mind goin fer another one. haha.
think its the complexity of love and its too complex dats why we dun understand.. haha
the actress reminded me of mrs poon.. good old vs days mann.. haha

den went church.. met chiee, shumei, steph and isaac first.. haha.. they couldnt decide where to eat. so we ended up walking around up and down. and den they decided to eat pretzels. den service.. it was good mann. jeremy seaward was e guest speaker. i dunno why. but his sermons jus can minister to me. god now i decide to live all fer u. let me dream dreams and see visions. this is my desire lord.

den i come home. do fabric paint fer container.. den do conclusion fer report.. den cut nails.. den im here typing this. and this now. and yes this too. ok. so lame. im gonna sleep now. nites..

2005-04-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

so tiredd oh my goodness..
today was quite a busy day. had praxis competition.. haha.. i had $130 000.. haha.. but still not good enuff.. oh manns.. le anne larh.. so pro.. can go become tai tai alreadi..

wells the day jus flew past.. skylight's tomoro! wonder wat it'll be like.. haha.. went to make ic.. had 20 people before me. as in looking from the q number larh. but quite fast im surprised. the onli thing is the photo taking larh. wait so long. and oh u noe the finger print thingy?.. now they got the dunno what electronic thingy.. super cool larh.. haha..

vs sports day. well. i left rochore so obvioiusly they din win that much. haha. no larh. kidding. its was nice as usual. saw alot of teachers. but din see mr lai.. sadd.. :( and i din see that miss thumb...haha.. nice to be back with akmal and moenawir they all.. long time no malay fun alreadi. haha.

went church. the rest had comm meeting.. so we led on our own.. haha.. its quite good again.. everyone shared.. its a good sign. wells. i played guitar again. think i screwed up again. but its all ok. its fer god. the last song was reali nice.

talking bout songs. i haf 2 new chinese songs!!.. by li sheng jie. super nice. they're chi xin jue dui and shou fang kai.. suuuupper nice mann.. so much nicer den ou de yang.

den of course after church go supper again.. haha.. ate chicken rice. and i found out that adriel used to stay so close to me now!!..

ok. im off to sleep.

2005-04-20T18:26:00.000-07:00

wells. today was quite good. we din haf elections. thank you ct council. its a good start.haha. den had another lecture. this guy was quite ok. still a bit boring. den i was writing lyrics all the way.. haha. den went to play praxis.. so fun!! i wonder if they sell it out there. but cannot play as family alone. mus have many people. if not den very hard. louis bankrupt! well.. almost larh..haha. at least things are getting better fer financial literacy.. read that cheryl!!

den had prep time. did it quite fast.. quite good. but as usual im left to do the powerpoint again. editing now actually.. haha

den went BII.. damn cool mann.. ok. im sure of what i want to do if i can't study medicine alreadi.. im gonna be a biologist!! woohoo.. did u see the roulter??? its like dunno how many ports and costs $180000 larh..

den on me way home clara called. she told me something. i think it is seriously serious.. i can't say. so sorry. jus bear.. its too serious..oh manns.. at least im safe and not involved..

2005-04-19T11:00:00.000-07:00

huh.. im so tiredd.. oh my goodness..

first start the day onli got morning meeting alreadi.. mr ho's very nice.. haha.. den went on.. first lecture again.. here we go on financial literacy.. oh wells.. at least today's lecture wasn't that bad.. den went to helmsman centre to do group work.. saw e laptops fer e first time.. oh man.. they're so huge!! haha.. but they're fujitsu.. den had another lecture.. that was boring.. but oh wells i was right at the back with daniel, leqiao, jared and justin.. so not too bad.. haha

den came the anime session!!.. watched totoro.. haha.. damn nice larh.. the small girl's so cute!!! of course here was where everything changed.. its now a hexagon.. if u noe what i mean larh.. it involves me, louis, wen shu, leqiao, jared, justin.. hahahaha.. so funny

den went for heats.. long jump.. all the way i noe i couldn't jump.. i was jus jumping fer fun.. den a div had alot larh.. so in the end we went to run 400 finals first.. at first onli got four of us sign up.. as in the names on the list larh. me louis leqiao and jared. so i thought the third would be between me and louis alreadi.. oh wells... but came along shannon.. haha.. well.. i was fourth at the last 100m alreadi.. den at the last fifty, louis fell.. oh manns.. so sad rite? den i overtook and got third.. haha.. well.. thanks louis..

den went to ask teacher fer bandage fer his wounds.. haha.. wad a masterpiece i made with the plasters.. den went to jump.. like duhh i got trashed.. i got last.. im proud of it!! XD haha.. anyways i was the shortest one there also.. but in long jump louis got third.. so louis..we're on par.. haha

den had training.. oh wells.. as usual.. tiring.. but today i served quite well.. and i could receive considerably good balls too..

now im too tiredd.. came home eat dinner.. den went to sleep for one hour. den woke up to bathe. now blogging.. in a few moments time... ZZzzZZ

2005-04-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

oh wells. today was the start of helmsman week again.. financial lieracy they call it.. haha.. oh wells. the lecture was a little boring.. think he should manage his time better..

u noe. i reali dun mind havin lessons at all.. at least its better that this financial literacy thing.. i think its a waste of time..sorry but this is reali what i feel about it..

den i left earli for match again.. haha.. against SA today.. wahh.. we played super well man.. although we still made mistakes larh.. we're through to the next round.. haha.. new groupings, VJ, TP,TJ, and NY.. haha.. aiming for national top four now.. oh wells.. NY is damn hard.. but if we reali train hard TP and Tj we will win!!

haha.. went for dental.. dr matthias was in good mood today.. note.. not me.. his name is also matthias.. haha.. dr matthias quake.. he was singing and joking around the whole time today larh..

den came home.. haha.. den talked to shumei.. talk until alot of rubbish.. anyone wan join her campaign to save the sharks??.. haha

oh wells.. gonna sleep now.. nites

2005-04-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

hah.. im so tired.. arsenal won three nil mann!!! woo hoo..
okok.. im jus bored.. jus finished helpin me cousin do his blog.. today was not too bad.. went to sit in qiang's class fer small group..

den i went for vs net.. in emmanuel AOG.. wahh.. i tell u arh.. they are like quite rich larh.. they had this ovation guitar which was damn nice larh.. its was like addiction man..

okok.. shall get back to cover up my bio more.. before i send it to miss low.. tomoro last match.. against SA.. must win.. will win!!!

lets go VJVB!

2005-04-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

oh wells. today din start too well for me. woke up.. for some reason my toothbrush din start vibrating.. tried to make it work but no use.. sighss.. den breakfast also nothing to eat. damn hungry larh. den the maid put me towel wrongli. me sis towel in me cupboard. den the sleepy me jus take.. den no choice in the end haf to use also..

wells.. onto something better.. i saw claudia again.. and again she din see me. today was like she looked straight into the car larh. she was like halfway at the traffic light, den i passed her.. haha..

anyways. im goin for prayer again tonite.. its good.

2005-04-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

ok.. so today morning.. met ashish.. tot he would tell us the results but no. jus talk bout i tag and e tag.. oh wells. den he said he had to meet us individually to tell us the results.. haha..

lets start off good. chinese test!! the first page got so much tian xie han zi larh.. and this time round i studied more of the meaning cus the last time i did real bad for the meaning.. and now they din even come out that one!! haha.. but its still quite ok.. generally quite easy i guess.. haha.. the close passage rite.. u jus haf to find which ci yu u learnt.. den choose that one can areadi.. haha

so i went there PUNCTUALLY at 3.. and i was made to wait a little while.. haha.. sara and ashish asked me all sort of stoopid questions. like how much chance i think i stand. den they say whether if i dun get in would i be sad and yadayadayada.. haha.. den still got the cheek to trick me. u noe what they did? they said. ok matthias. im so sorry. u din get elected. so i say ya its ok. den they gave me the nod. den i started to walk out. when i reached the door. they started laughing like crazy.. den they told me i got in!!.. woohoo.. haha

wacthed soccer.. we trashed RJ 4 nil man.. the keeper is jus so lousy i tell u.. walk here walk there.. like park like that..

went for tranin.. seriously, i think todae's trainin was nothing much. im reali worried for monday's match.. wai kin was damn pissed off jus now.. oh wells. wad can i do but pray?.. and its like 100% confirmed that volley will be disbanded after competitions..

shit larh. why mus this happen? why me? why us? why now? urgh.. jus so irritating.. but i wun give up volleyball!!.. jus wait and see. sorry im not saying what cca i intend to join yet.. i jus wanna confirm everything first.. VS here i come!

2005-04-13T22:34:00.000-07:00

wells.. today i ran for exco.. last minute thing.. i dun even haf the form.. and they were supposed to talk about it.. oh wells.. wad to do?.. anyway it was jus so scary sitting there.. waitin for me turn. i was e 7th out of nine.. so i sat there.. din even revise me chinese larh.. jus so scared.. haha.. it lasted for quite long.. for like 2 hours?? but the speeches onli took like 45 mins.. it was the QnA session that was long.. they practically sentenced us to death larh. haha.. den had locker ad hoc meeting.. nothing much actually.. sms me can areadi.. haha

it was raning so heavily it felt like as if i had done something terribly wrong..

awaiting the results now.. ashish hurry up

2005-04-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

haha.. now all the rest having pe.. im in class.. the air con is damn shiok larh.. haha.. wells wells.. jus slacking.. im bored.. thats why im blogging.. all the rest climbing some stupid stairs.. haha

im hungry, for your fire
im thirsty, you're my one desire
jesus, please don't pass me by

i need you, more than ever
im thirsty, for a touch from heaven
jesus, please don't pass me by

that's a damn nice song larh.. its the chorus of planetshakers' don't pass me by.. from always and forever.. damn nice!!!

2005-04-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

sighss.. todays match arh.. hwa chong.. like duhh we lost.. but at least we played so much better than yesterday larh.. we could haf fought more with them one lah.. but den alot of mistakes arh.. inside very messy.. oh wells.. analyzed jj and sa match after that.. wels.. just hope that we will win sa.. den can go next round..

haha.. poor jia en.. cannot find ur cottage cheese!! haha.. oh wells.. looks like ure reali gonna die tomoro.. haha.. wells wells..

2005-04-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

haiz.. its 705 in the morning now.. yesterday nite.. asked me mum to wash jersey say i need it for today.. den she din wash.. luckily i went out to check yesterday larh.. if not today die alreadi.. den i met ashish when on the way in.. i totally forgot about the form!.. oh ya.. im running for exco.. decided to.. haha.. what else?.. still gotta ask ashish what i haf to check from some teacher..

later got match against hwa chong.. leaving class earli again.. hahah.. mus at least try to get a set out of hwa chong man.. haha.. urgh.. so tiredd.. gonna listen to me planetshakers and den lie on the table and ZZZzzZZZzzZzZzzZz..

2005-04-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

wahh.. todays match was a heart stopper man. first we lost the first set.. den mr chew came and gave us a huge huge scolding.. well.. i guessed we reali deserved it.. we lost the first set to ourselves larh.. all their points were our mistakes. so can u believe it?.. we made more mistakes and so much for them to win us for a set..

den came the second match.. well..this set was played really much better.. but onli for the beginning.. at first we played till it was like 16-7 we leading.. then they caught up with us till like 20-16 we leading.. den we won that set..

so came the third set.. well.. of course we won this one too.. the beginning was reali not too bad too.. we were like leading by quite alot.. cant remember the score. den at half set they caught up till like 13-12, but we were still leading.. den change sides.. den we played.. we led, they caught up, we led, they caught up.. den finally, play until 20-18 we were losing! den coach called for a time out.. ok.. he asked us to jus go up there and spike as hard as we could.. take all the chances.. cus at this point in time the opponent would not want to take risk so they would play safe and jus give the ball over simply to us.. so first ball.. not too bad.. had some standard.. 20-19.. still trailing.. den jimmy received one good ball.. zi xuan set one good short ball. wai keong went up.. BOOM! straight to the floor larh.. haha.. den we jus played.. i think JJ were getting too nervous, they made a few mistakes and we led like 23-20 alreadi.. den for the final ball.. another good first ball and another good set.. wai kin went up.. BOOM! straight down also.. but they received.. set. and the ball dropped to the floor! we won!!.. yay

tomoro Hwa Chong.. hard is hard.. but come on.. lets try to take a set out of them..we can do it! nationals top four!

not time to go and do my bio.. den learn my letter format..haha

oh wells

2005-04-10T16:41:00.000-07:00

oh man. my parents are pissed with the maid agency. all the maids that they gave us are just so lousy. den we call the agent ask her to call her back never call. so call again, first time seeing client, second time in the toilet, third time out of office.. sighss.. den jus now my dad raised his voice in the fone larh.. woah.. i tell u arh.. the whole car suddenly so quiet.. no musix.. no one even dared to say anything larh..

oh wells.. tomoro is my match against jj.. hope it'ss go well.. if we win den got good chance of goin next round.. if not den quite hard.. looks like our future lies in the hands of tomoro's match.. wells.. i'll be leaving class at 11 tomoro.. wonder how much they'll learn.. hope not that much.. or else i'll have a hard time catching up..

tomoro chinese test!.. pls pray fer me.. its compo.. tues is ying yong wen.. as in the letter writing.. and then thu is main paper.. which is the one that i fear the most!!!.. pray pray pray.. remember!

oh wells

2005-04-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

2005-04-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

okok.. its today its today.. thanks everyone for wishing me happy birthday. haha. there's issac, myra, marcia, qiang, gang, regina, jerik, han sheng, steph, chiee, marcus, shumei, clarence, my three cousins, joe, charlene, cheryl, VIP's ben, cheryl, vanessa, si hui, louis, clara, and many many more larh.

haha.. wonder what today would be like. im gonna get a watch. i wan it. thinkin of getting swatch chrono.. wad u all think arh?.. haha.. and i got a new volley. yay.. nice colour.. very bright.. it's like baby blue and yellow. but its nice larh. haha.. thanks everyone. ok.. im gonna study chinese now. cya

2005-04-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

hrmm..

today was quite fruitful.. went to sch.. tiredd as usual.. cus yesterday trainin ended at like 930??!! but mr chew bought us pizza.. two.. haha.. so nice rite??

anyways. went to sch. morning assembly. as usual. people only said the pledge and sang victorian anthem. never sing national anthem one. den had maths. mr lee wasnt here. so this female teacher came in. i tell u arh. tat female teacher looked like mrs goh larh. my primary sch teacher.. den the way she teach also exactly the same larh. after that was ss.. well.. it wasnt too bad.. they talked bout rwanda but i din watch the movie. so nothing to say.

oh ya. went down to collect money from mrs jay's husband. ehh.. alot of people ask me how he looked like. maybe i shouldn't say it here larh.. not very nice. haha

back to sch. lang arts i conducted the lesson.. kind of larh. and they gave me 8 siew mai's in a box as me birthday cake!! so nice rite? it went ok. at least they all like din rebel or anything. den i waited for jersey wait and wait and wait. still not here. so i jus stayed in class. din even go orchard to discuss band thing larh. anyways. at least i did my work.

went ps later on to meet twins and chiee. twins treated me to crystal jade!. thanks shi fu and bro!. chiee and steph and marcus and shumei and clarence gave me a volleyball! haha. thanks everyone..

thats it. im gonna sleep now. its reali late. nite

2005-04-06T23:03:00.000-07:00

sighss..

look at the time now. and i haven continued my revision for lang arts tomoro larh. i jus finished eating and jus bathed.. den i come blog liao.. do look at the time and u'll know how late i am..

oh wells.. got back ss today.. seems like i was one of those who was brainwashed too.. oh wells.. what i lack is the skill anyway.. not to worryyss.. lets work on it together tootsie!!.. yehh.. haha

trainin today was quite slack for me.. not for the rest larh.. haha.. and competitions next week onli!!!! how how how?? so fast lehh how arh?.. alamak..

okss.. seems like i hafta go study more in depth for lang arts..

oh ya. did i mention it?. mrs jay gave us a assignment due on tues.. one day ago.. she was suposed to mark it on tues nite, and give it back to us on wed so that we can revise.. and guess what? she did not come on tues and today.. and then.. how is she gonna mark?.. and the stoopid test is tomoro.. and we dun haf something to see where we went wrong?? HELLO??!!! sighs. and then we were supposed to go order that thing today.. den she never come.. den got no money.. den cannot go again.. den delay again.. sighss.. for this arh.. cannot say order what.. haha.. secret.. wee

3 more days.. this sat is coming soon..

2005-04-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

work work work and more work

this is me. stressed. sighs. there's just so much work to do. looks like i haf to ask for chinese extension tomoro.. tried to finish.. jus cant finish it up man.. and den there'e periballon and thermal container to do too.. and there's physics assesment.. anyways.. we feedback to mrs jay alreadi.. hope it would get better..

today chinese.. had like one period to do chinese essay and finish it?. no way man. i jus crapped up at the end larh.. if not uncompleted worse.. den had maths test.. dun wanna talk about it. lang arts is good now.. all mr boh taught me comin back.. haha.. the devil in me is revived.. wee...

bio "surprise" test tomoro?.. lets wait and see..

tiredd now.. gonna sleep.. might wake up earli to study again.. see hows.. nitess..

things are getting better.. i hope

2005-04-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

oh man.. today was a wasted day i feel.. did project for the main of the morning and afternoon.. went quite well.. louis worked from home.. haha.. but at least we got things done.. website is nice.. hahah.. then went for the ct outing.. which i dun reali wanna talk about.. was quite put off by it..

den i came home.. watched MIB 2.. haha..damn cool la. they got this flash thingy to make people forget that they are from the MIB.. haha.. damn funny.. then the aliens also.. wee..

3 days from thu including thursday is over.. means that now i can drink milk and eat cheese again.. haha.. and all oily stuff too.. wee.. im feelin so much better.. haha

anyways.. hope i can spend more time to study tomoro.. mon still got maths test.. but den tomoro also goin columbarium to visit my grandma.. sighss..

now watchin Man u v Blackburn and Liverpool v bolton.. wan liverpool to win mann. haha.. hope man u draws or loses.. anyway both the scores are at nil nil now and its at the 80th minute.. haha

ok.. im gonna stop here.. should blog again tomoro i think.. haha

2005-03-31T23:16:00.000-08:00

okok.. im back in sch today. well.. its not too bad.. had maths.. went very well today.. at least i could do everything that he asked us to do.. arjun i've overtaken u!!...haha.. well. hope that these brains wun fail me on monday when i take my maths test larh. haha. den had ss.. well.. i think that our skit was not too badly done.. in fact i think its quite good.. haha.. i agree that we din go very much indepth larh..

den had language arts.. well.. at least now its not that dry and boring anymore.. now its on arts!.. all the dadaism and surealism and realism and all.. all the vincent van gogh crap.. thank u mrs jay for making the effort to end earlier.. haha.. at least now i can absorb more and not like.. oh no.. is LA again..

wells im in class now.. waiting for trainin to start at 530 which is like 2 hours more.. and im blogging and im BORED!!! wells wells wells.. haha.. maybe i should go do my physics and maths with arjun now.. haha.. kk

oh ya.. jiaen said that she injured her knee.. wells.. hope ure better.. haha.. den somemore u say mus get top 25.. if not volleyball malu.. haha.. in the end lehh??.. still get FOURTH!!.. proded larh.. haha
thats quite long hurh?.. cya..

oh ya.. thanks for all ur concern yehh??!! wells. im much better now.. thanks alot ya..

2005-03-31T08:53:00.000-08:00

okok.. guess what?? i jus woke up.. haha.. yes i am not in sch. im still feeling a bit lousy. but alreadi much better than yesterday.. yesterday the pain was killer larh.. anyways.. i should stop blogging now. im gonna catch up on my work. im gonnna go thru my ss and lang arts. hehs. kk.. cyaa..

2005-03-30T20:14:00.000-08:00

sighs.. today had pe... did quite well.. ran 500 in like a min and thirty.. i noe for pros this no good larh. but im no pro. haha. den as usual i had to drink milk or else i would feel no good. but den this time.. i dunno what happened. might b cus of the milk. i diarrhea 3 times in sch larh. den of course i waited till the end of sch to go see doctor larh. miss sch can die larh. so i went to see the doctor, and then he said that it was gastric flu, say inside my stomach got alot of rumbling.. he gave me mc for tomoro. wells.. maybe i needed the rest. oh wells. okok.. im gonna take my medicine now and sleep alreadi. dun think im goin sch tomoro..

2005-03-29T18:47:00.000-08:00

what is this man!!??
today had bio in the SnT centre.. den we had to bring out test tubes.. i left them on the table to go and get the stuff required. of course i will know that they would row away larh.so b4 i went away i made sure that they were in still positions. who knowswhen i was collecting my stuff we heard glass break. and it was my test tubes!! wth sia.. its like no one went near there. and then there were many other people who did the same as me larh. left test tubes on the table. den onli mine rolled away.. nonsense noe.

anyway.. today had imagineering. onli one period, the second period of lit cus they pushed lit behind. and we had 3 periods of break lahr.. i rather not haf any breaks at all and get it done and over with. at least it wasn't that bad larh. i was a little sleepy during the lecture soo. haha..

2005-03-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

okok.. hi im in school alreadi. hhaha.. nothing to do.. guess what.. the previous post was jus posted.. i couldn't post it last nite.. and i was supposed to post in colour for that one. but i'll do for this as u can see.. haha. in bout few mins time i would be goin for morning meeting alreadi.. wonder how today will go..

2005-03-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

okok.. im not supposed to be using the comm now but aiyahh. hafta blog

today i went for new xtrainers fellowship as an xtra.. haha.. shashi said he misses my company.. haha.. anyways.. it was jus so funn.. welcome jeremy, darren, richie, janice, nicole, joshua, shu mei, yew jin.. haha.. hope u all had a great time.. i noe richie did.. haha
we played captains ball.. new xts ve old xts.. i mus say they got a bit of potential.. haha.. oh ya.. of course we played wacko since this was a new xt fellowship. joanne.. i admire u man.. wack shashi until so hard.. haha

okok.. i better go sleep now.. tomoro morning still got morning meeting.. sians..

blogging in colour.. hehs

2005-03-27T00:13:00.000-08:00

waste of time.

today i went bowling in the morning. sigh. din bowl that well today. well.. wat to do. my dad still hit hundred plus larh. form still there. weelll i din do much today. caleb was with me for most of the day. i slacked alot. i wanted to study more but then. oh wells. in the afternoon it was rainin and so it was jus too nice to sleep. im watching soccer now. england jus scored another goal against northern ireland. owen scored. score now is england 2 NIR nil. haha. not bad sia. defending error larh. haha. im almost done with my lang arts assignment alreadi. what the. now owen jus scored again. not its england 3 and NIR nil. okok.. this goal quite nice. rooney cre8 one. haha. back to lang arts. well i mus say im not too sure if i did it correctly. shud go check with my frens tomoro. haha.

wells. im afraid of ss. i've started but it seems like there is jus so much more. miss toh says that we'll be marked on creativity and effort put in. i feel like doin a model like what she suggested. but den very hard. and i scared if later i do den i let the thing off den i'll be wasting my time.

oops din see correctly. it was actually an own goal. haha. the third one. i think they gave credit to owen. whatever.

yehh. at mama's house today i played worms with joe. long time no play man. remember the other time i stayed over at his house we played till past midnight.. that was also the first time we tried out fort mode. haha. damn cool larh. oh well. i mus say joe u haf improved my dear cousin. haha. play again next time. very long never enjoy like that alreadi. haha.

one last thing: i hope we get our own catagory for sports meet. come on Leqiao and jared. work harder!!.. ahhahahaa

2005-03-26T00:18:00.000-08:00

wahh.. its twelve midnight alreadi.haha. da jie jus signed in. unbelievable man. hehs. anyways. today was not bad.. at least i managed to do some work.. well lets start from the beginning

morning i wake up, feel quite ok.. den i had to go to the toilet. its another bad stomach day.. sad man.. anyways.. im better now.haha. lau sai 2 times man. haha. oh wells. chuch today was good. reginald lead worship. i felt that the songs today were very appropriate.. they adminstered to me well. then pastor said this in sermon" a teacher asked a group of boys what their parents tell them before going out for a big dinner. one of them said that they were not to play with their food. another said that they were to keep quiet and not talk too loud. a boy asked the teacher instead of what his parents told him. the teacher replied that his parents always told him to order cheaper food.." a bit funny rite..

anyways.. after that i had XT meeting.. i mus say we did quite well.. got quite alot of things done.. so u people in YM watch out. there's a big event coming up..haha.. gladwin ok.. we'll find a place where we can pray and worship more before we start our meeting next time..haha..

after that went to suntec..walk around. parents wanted to find singapore mint but den closed down.haha.so we jus walked around.. in carrefour. wells. i bought a fbt shorts for volley trainin. finally found it. ten bucks.. anyways. we bought quite alot there. my sis bought durians for the first time can u believe it!!??haha. oh ya.. i forgot.. DID I MENTION THAT I MET MISS WONG THERE? YES, THE ONE FROM VS, MY CHINESE TEACHER! haha.. she looked a little shocked.. maybe cus im now taller den her..haha. dunno larh. she was with a guy. shant say much bout that. anyways. she looks the same. haha.

came home did the lang arts online thing. spent quite a while on it man. haha. den went out for dinner.. bedok corner.. haven been there for a damn long time. i think now got less space. last time better.. i dun mind the old shattered look.haha. food still not too bad. had 2 plates of wanton mee..haha. den went bedok. bought 2 shirts cus i reali liked the material.. saw VJ tsd students wearin it.. quite nice..haha.. wee..

den come home.. read more of my reader.. den now blogging lorh.. tomoro go bowling!! yehh.. kk.. im gonna sleep now.. nite nite

2005-03-24T22:29:00.000-08:00

new new new.. black and white and hardly anything else.. finally.. another rare skin that i like.haha. oh wells. tomoro is good friday. thank god that i haf and xtra day off from sch man. there's like so much work to do.. oh wells.. i like the new VJ diary.. super cool larh.. so nice.. at the back got stickers some more..haha..

come on benjamin.. lets get the band thing done and over with.. we can do it. have faith. drag it on no more..

today was quite good. sch not too bad. though i felt a little more tired den usual. chinese we watched some clip bout the ke wen. its a waste of time larh. den the teacher says that we haf alot to go thru somemore..haha. den i went for piano. amazing i tell u. i din reali practice and i could play!.. and its jus so nice larh. kiren came in when i was doin theory, he's so cute. but den he's so shy. anyways.. hope he'll open up to me..haha.. kids are nice.. wee

stress

2005-03-10T18:28:00.000-08:00

haiz.. tomoro got lang arts test. all other classes say its hard. but den its like if u understand den u understand that sort what. den summore tomoro also got lang arts presentation.haha.hope it goes well. think powerpoint was quite nice..den tomoro also got ss test. at least this one not so bad.. this one u just have to understand the whole concept for that.. whats worse is that the chem talk today strecthed for an extra half an hour! and the last speaker din even get to speak. whats more when we were having reception, the speakers were not there when they were supposed to be.haiz..
anyways.. there's psl farewell tomoro.. i was put in charge.. oh wells. hope all goes well tomoro..i admit it was done quite last minute actually.hehs.just have to pray hard.haha.oh ya. and i had a stomach ache for the whole of today, and den in the evening i had diarrohea. and argh. its just so bad.

FULL DAY

2005-03-07T18:16:00.000-08:00

thank you to all VJC year threes, or those who took ur A's last year man. we got full day off today.. wee.. den durin assembly they had to announce that IP students had lessons. den i was so freaked out larh. in the end also no lessons. haha. den started to fold cranes. din noe they were so hard to fold lar. den went to eat at the usual. parkway. remember the oil weiliang?. haha. SHENG LE I LIKE UR SONG!! teach me how to play lehh. haha. nice nice. trainin started at 11.. all the way until three. is the spirit up?.. i dunno. but i can feel it rising. nationals top four.. the goal.. remember dudes. it was quite good today. tried setting. but blehh. im so lousy. considering that i haf full day off and i stay back to train is good. if sch like that everyday shiok man.haha. den go dental. wah. i tell u arh. so zun onli today den the top ring came loose. den had to go fix it again. haiz. den he pull everything together damn tight larh. very pain. but. its ok. im a man. oh ya. i put seperaters this time for bottom liao. one more week to the implementation of the bottom!
now braces what colour? BLACK!

jumping trainin

2005-03-01T14:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday had jumping trainin.. was quite good..haha. mr tangs quite funny.. he nice larh.. feel that the trainin reali helped a bit..haha.oh ya.. then.. i was so tired last night i almost could not wake up this morning and mum was like screaming at me alreadi.haha.anyways. im in school now.gotta go study bio later.. got 2 bio tests tomoro can u believe it?.. one is electives.. bioinformatics.. den the actual bio itself.. heard the bio one damn hard larh.. gonna mug man.haha. anyways.. now the class is quite empty.. got lit..haha..kk.. gotta go.. cya.

SAJC vs VJC

2005-02-25T23:05:00.000-08:00

showdown? or what? today had friendly match with SAJC.. gurls team won three sets to nil.. our team lost the first set.. but does it matter?. we won the next two sets.. the thing is VJC WON SAJC!!.. so happy man. .teachers should be so proud of us.. wonder what mr tang's training on monday would be like.. would i reali be able to jump 20-30cm higher after his training? and oh ya.. how can i forget?. i went down to vs to cheer again today.. badminton finals.. guess what? xuan han lost the first set.. aww.. but he trashed the other guy in the next two sets and he won!.. best thing is.. VS is the CHAMPS for C'div!!.. congrats man VS.. rock on..

prefects invest

2005-02-24T04:22:00.000-08:00

INVEST TODAY!!.. it was so good man.. i tell u.. its the best!.. its indescribable..took TKGS.. em.. i noe i din tallk alot.. anyways i was jus bein xtra.. i wasnt supposed to take any schools actually.. but ya.. its so fun.. den i saw alwyn.. from my primary school.. he slimmed down so much!!. and at first i tot his sch was some chinese high or something.haha! den i saw pamella too!.. never tell me ure goin.. haiz.. anyway.. den after that we stayed back to support the badminton.. VS lost.. but its ok.. heard its cus the coach gonna get sacked den he play the second team or something.. anyway.. the girls cant cheer.. they screech!!.oh ya.. den i met claudia.. from tkgs..em.. thinks i have somethings in my phone that she dunno.. den come snatch my phone..haha..

the classic examples..
at the end of invest after VICTORIAN ANTHEM : spelling cheer
during badminton : Sa Sa Sa Sa SOH!.. why are we so PRO??

true blue victorian is here in me!

projects

2005-02-22T20:52:00.000-08:00

bleh..so many projects at hand..got imagineering, den got lang arts also.. cant wait for the conference on fri actually.. conferencing is fun.. haha. but i dunno larh.how to go bout it?.. so little time.. so much to do!
jus now tried to set up wireless network on laptop.. den cannot.. turns out that the card was slotted in wrongly.. how saddening man.. den i spent so long on it also.. haiz..

THU IS THE DAY!